1-10-2009

haiz...it already 1-10-2009,but i did not receive your message until now... did u saw what i had send for u? or u just take it as nothing? today is our one year and seven months,did u stil remember?? or it just a ordinary date for u? haiz..just me alone care of this date,this day..how stupid am i...right? see-ing my friends sweet with their boyfriends,it make me thinking of u,make me some jealous,but i realize that not use i jealous or what,because i had nothing now..include YOU,u are not belong to me now... it useless thinking about u,because it just a dream for me... haiz...all our memory just like a dream,when wake up,all had gone... gone until i cannot even thinking or "touch" it back... it will make my heart pain and my tears drop by drop... thinking back our first time MEET,it really happy and unbelieveble... see-ing back all gift u had gave me,lollipop, dudu, bear brick and many many more....... make me think back our memory... one more time my tears drop again... haiz... not to think back u again!! stop it!! did u play 捉谜藏 with me? almost one month u did not contact with me,even a message also no! u know how worry am i? what happen with u? can anybody tell me? please...?? did u already have girlfriend? if got,just let me know it,at least i can know the reason u leave me... please, i dont like to play this game with u... it really hard for me to success it...i tired...!! this few day call u also did not pick up my phone. send message for u also did not reply me... what game u wanna play with me now?! can i surrender? i did not have enough energy to continue play with u... please let me go... haiz............ im not speechless,is brainless now... my brain all "white"... dont know wanna think what,except u...!! someone please help me,can? try to find him out...i just wanna know the answer... please, give me an answer..!! i need your answer!! please... help me...please help me...please!!! i dont want to stay in this situation anymore... haiz... everytime i need your accompany,your caring,your everything,but u gave me nothing everytime... hope to receive your message saying " happy one year and seven months,i love you" to me... hope it...but it wont happen,i know...just a dream for me again... haiz... hope u will happy with your girlfriend if u have a girlfrind already... goodbye my love... "i love you"... the only true word from my heart...

world dark's thing

WTF!!! i just saw something that i cannot believe!! HE(DANIEL!!) DELETE ME FROM FRIENDSTER FRIEND LIST!! what the HIM!!! what mean like that? mean u dont want keep our relationship anymore?? or what? give me an EXPLAIN please!! i dont want like that!! what u thinking now!! what the HELL!!!! give me an call if u saw this,i know u had see my blog before.call me and tell me what u want!! i dont want be an idiot waiting for something that USELESS!!! OMG!! the news really a big DAMN for me!! haiz... time to lost~~!!! tears had drop again....what i doing now!! no crying for him anymore!! damn fool!! stop it... my brain had stop,bye..!! useless.....................T.T

hmm...

happy birthday to penny(20/9), ben lai wan 12am send for u de,but i work that time and my hp cannot send out too.. pai seh pai seh..^^ anyway wish u happy always and dont always sadness,got anything tell we all,ya??...
erm,happy birthday to cheiw may too(24/9), although not yet reach,but i told u in here first,coz that day i maybe work..cannot accompany u celebrate ur birthday,sorry... or u can go out after i work..?? haha.... wish u be more mature ya...^_^ and know to think,dont ever people scold u u jst realize that u wrong.anyway,happy always ya...^^

hmm.........what to write more?? bout daniel,how?? but nothing can say bout him,man...this few day,no! not few day,is almost 1 week++ din message with him already,he did not ever find me,that day i message to him,he got reply me(so HAPPY),but after 3 message like that,not reply anymore,until now...how are he recently?? did he good right now? are he miss me? i really dont know what the answer for all this question... someone help me?? i should give up he,not thinking back him.he wont back to me already, it WONT happen!! dont think to much,chui....!!! haiz,hope he will happy..^_^

bla bla bla...................... nowdays,work work work...tired si liao la...haha...luckily today did not have work..^^ happy happy... can play computer all the day..yepi~~!! hmm...nothing can write more,tata everyone...^^ be happy be happy be happy!! and be happy to me!! muackssSSss....

Today Feeling

hohoho... Finally,i had cut my hair...13/9/2009.... haha...Dont know why wanna cut so i go Dear Cut... But this time got make me some dissapointed.because the lao ban niang la...i wan cut more,but she say no nid,i wan cut in front,she also say no nid...WHAT THE HELL!!! im ur customer,man~~ haiz...nvm ba... already cut... and hor,it so expensive le... RM20 le...T.T...no $$ liao...claim with mom again...wahhahahahahaha^^ nee say my FAKE hair "come out" again..haha... look very very straight...wahhahahaha... new hair new LIFE~~!!! hope new life will come...

hmmm.....almost 1 week u did not msg me already. waiting waiting and waiting...but still did not have your msg too. tomorrow are september 's valentine day. every month u will tel me "happy valentine ,my dear" ... the msg will make me so happy,u know? hope tomorrow i will see a msg from u,but not others,k? dont make me dissapointed again.. please... that only my hope from u.... please make it true....

and u..... hope u will know to think girl...u dont want to tell me,but i know it too... i try to not campur ur thing,but i scare u regret later. haiz,my thing also did not settle yet,y should i care ur thing?? anyway,he not the boy u think are so easy.. hope u know to think,u already big...be mature,girl.... dont do anything that regret so....that just my advice for u,if u dont want to hear it,i also nothing can say... sorry for so 38............

walao eh,kena mummy beleber le~~ fan die me le... haha...
its time to close....tata everyone... a good day for tomorrow....^^ LOVE YOU ALL~~~!!!!! muackssSSss....

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被点到必填，
不填代表你不尊重传给你的人和问卷。

(1) 请老实的回答每一个问题。
(2) 不行擅自塗改題目。
(3) 写完请点10位小朋友，不可不点。
(4) 点完后请通知那10位小朋友他被点到了。
被点到的::
1. penny
2. carol
3. cheiw may
4. lay mei
5. lay yan
6. cedric
7. pelly
8. yizen
9. reen
10. victor


01-[ 4号认识6号吗? ]:: 认识吧

02-[ 10号是男还是女? ]::男

03-[ 8号的兴趣是? ]::3 8 呱，哈哈

04- [ 1号有没有兄弟姐妹? ]:: 有！

05-[ 7号姓氏? ]:: 张

06-[ 10号人缘好吗? ]:: 蛮好

07-[ 4号有人追吗? ]:: 当然有

08-[ 承上2号呢? ]:: 不明白

09-[ 6号喜欢的颜色是? ]:: 黑色呱

10-[ 3号和10号是朋友吗? ]:: 是

11-[ 8号的生日是? ]:: 4月12日，哈哈

12-[ 5号读哪呢? ]:: smk chung hwa wei sin

13-[ 你怎么认识10号的? ]:: 小学认识了

14-[ 你跟1号的生日差几个月? ]:: 一个月

15-[ 你和9号有出去玩过吗? ]:: 有，但很少

16-[ 你喜欢和2号聊天吗? ]:: 蛮喜歡

17-[ 你喜欢和3号在一起吗? ]:: 还好

18-[ 你觉得7号人怎么样? ]:: 哈哈，难讲

19-[ 你觉得9号人怎么样? ]:: 好呱

20-[ 你爱5号吗? ]:: 普通朋友咯



1. 是谁传給你这份问卷的::liping


2. 你们认识多久呢::很小就认识了

3. 你觉得他(她)对你來说很重要吗::还好吧，^_^

4. 你与他(她)的关系是:: 朋友

5.你覺得他(她）的個性如何::搞笑

6. 请问他(她)的兴趣是:: 上网吧

問 : 當你在更衣室沖水 门忽然被打开了你会
答 : 马上把门关上

問 : 海中忽然大浪來襲后 你发现比基尼小姐上身泳裝被沖掉了 你会
答 : 会大笑一场！

問 : 去海边玩会使用咩交通工具
答 : 车

問 : 你突然发现沒帶泳裝 泳衣你会買吗
答 : 不游咯

問 : 会的。。
答 : 不明白。。



問 : 回去时 发现有其他遊客手机沒拿 你会觉得是哪牌子的
答 : SE吧

問 : 海边对你來说是
答 :如果情侶去就很浪漫的地方

問 : 看到镜子 会不由自主的向前吗
答 : 还好

問 : 经常用洗面乳吗
答 : 不会

問 : 说到自恋会想到谁
答 : 谁都会！

問 : 有人说该減肥了 你会
答 ：想“可能吗？”

問 : 自恋 適合你吗
答 :你觉得呢？哈哈

To: You

To: You

我想大家都知道我写的是谁。我只想跟你说我的心里话。我真的很想发泄出来了。我受够了！我很累很累了！！请问你能体谅我吗？我要的是什么，你到底知道吗？我觉得我们只是最熟悉的陌生人，你不觉得吗？我们都认识对方，可是我们的距离很远很远，甚至没说话。每次我找你，你都会给我很多很多的借口，例如：没空，电话没电，在打snooker,电话没钱。。。。。。我听都闷了，也知道你的答案了。我每次都给自己希望，给你机会，相信你会找我的，但我错了！！你不但没找，反而要我找你，你才理我一下。甚至有时我找你，你都不理我的！

就像上次，我心情很不好，想要你陪我，而不是别人来陪我！我就毫不犹豫的打电话给你，但你跟我说你在打snooker。但我还是一直打给你，目的是要你陪我那么一下罢了，但过后你回到家时，你竟然发一封很伤很伤的信息给我！你写：“你好烦”虽然只是三个字，但那三个字足够把我的心破碎！你可以明白我当时的心情吗？谁可以明白我？谁真正了解我？没人！我就问你，你还想继续这段感情吗？你说你要，不过要先读书。我想你现在应该不是在读书了，天天去打snooker！咳，真的想继续吗？不过我很累了，我再也撑不下去了。我一次又一次的想放弃你，但我又一次一次的想念你，想找你。很多人都叫我放弃了，不是我不要，而是我不能！我做不到！！有时我很生气自己，我到底舍不得什么？！你有什么好？什么值得我留念的？没有，完全没有！但为什么我还是放不下你呢？你已经对我很差很过分了，我为什么还要爱你？！我真的很笨很笨！

每次我伤心或开心时，陪我的人一定不会是你，而是别人！我不要！我不要是别人！有时当别人安慰我或关心我时，我心里想，如果那人是你就好了，但我知道这只是我的单纯和不会发生的想法。

永升，你是不是没感觉了？如果是，请你告诉我，不要再给我希望！对这份感情，我已经撑不下去了，我很累了。我很想休息，很想一睡不醒了。我不是坚强的，我也有感情的，不要再伤我了，好吗？一次又一次的伤害对我来说是一辈子的折磨！

我会尽量放弃你的，我会的！我会学着过没有你的生活！还有，如果你做不到你说过的话，请你当初就不要给我承诺，不要轻易答应我！最后受伤害得人不是你，而是我！也许你不知道你说的每一句话都会伤害我。

最后，我希望没有我的日子你会过得更快乐。也许我已不是你以前所说的真爱了。我也会慢慢学习忘记你的，不会再活在痛苦的生活里了。我要快乐，真心的快乐！我爱你。

给我的朋友们：
你们一定要快乐！我们女子要为自己而活，不是为男子而活！我们要比男子更坚强,不要因为他们而影响我们自己的生活！人一旦做错了，永远都回不了头，后悔莫及！

my highstreets 5 's stories...

hmm..highstreets 5... my name is Chui_Zui
now..i post some my stories in this game...

newbie of me..level 15

1st bf.... shyen(but break jor,din take pic)
2nd bf...poro_zai
i
3rd bf...★舞王PoRo☆

Chui_Zui & Carol_sc (stupid pose)

4th bf...._cola_

i buy the boat...wkwkwkwk....^_^

5th bf.... jay_chou

6th bf....RIChie

Chui_Zui & WuMin(dont throw me like that~~!! haha....)

⊕完美D旋律★
Chui_Zui,Joshan,Jessie,lingful,隐险丫头

7th bf....lbb

8th bf...QnolcmeQ

all kt people... muiix,隐险丫头,xiao_may,小倪儿

wow..i don juan!! 9 stars...haha

9th bf...慈云山双青龙

i between two rabbit..same tall~~!!!

edited....forever love~~

second edited....^^

this all my highstreets 5 picture and memory...
give some comment...^^
i will upload more...^^

new update-ing...

wow...so long did not update my blog..its freeze~~!! haha... today,i just edit all over my blog. Look iritating,haha... put some my favourite song,hope u all like it...^^

ok...start my this few day stories...hmm,where should i start??
LOve 's story....>>>>......
haiz....i stil waiting him,man... did u know how suffer am i?? everytime when i sad or moody,the people who accompany me not u,but others... i hope is u,i tell u before,but u look like not take serious on this thing. its make me so dissapointed,u know? when thinking of u,it make me cry...that day u say me "FAN"... my heart totally BREAK!! i not wanna fan u,i just want to chat with u,want u to accompany me,but evrytime u make me so dissapointed,telling me u wanna sleep, handphone no battery and bla bla bla...all just an excuss!! can u understand my feeling?? haiz...hope u can see my blog and know what i need from u... i love u....

Friends 's stories...>>>>......
for my friend...someone... sorry if sometimes i had make u angry or evreytime talking without using my brain. i know u are not happy sometimes,but i really dont know how to an wei u,im not such a girl who know to say some sweet word...haha^^ anyway,i hope u happy... dont fan with your boyfrind thing le... do whatever u think that is right,dont care what people say of you. i dont know what suggestion can give u,bcoz i am a failer in love too... sometimes i think we are same,we face same problem,dont know how to solve it...but i think we can manage it!! jia you two of us..GAMBATEH!!! happy always ,girl...^_^
to other friends....>>>....G & B club 's membersssssssss
yea,i happy with u all... totally happy... when together with u all,i can easily forget all my sad thing. thank you,all of you. thankz giving me a wonderful times... thankz for always accompany me... and sorry too... sometimes i really unhappy with my own thing.. make my mood bad and so on... i know u all care of me,but sometimes i really cannot tell u all...but i promise,i will happy,trying to happy!! hope u all HAPPY too~~!!! love u all!!

Family 's stories....>>>>>.....
hmm...family.....father and mother i love you...??? it that a true word from my heart?? i dont know... sometimes i really so angry with u all... that are not my fault!! but why u all wanna scold me?? haiz... i wanna tell u all,i had big,i know what i wanna do,i know what i doing now,dont always treat me as a child... yea,im the youngest in this family,but i had growed 16 this year,please dont worry about me. sorry for everything...that make u all unhappy and fight back your words... i hope i would tell u all, happy birthday,happy mother's day, happy father's day, i love u!! this words never spoke out from my mouth to your ears.... hope u hear that...^_^

ok...i think that enough for today.... tired already...haha^^ anyway...hope all i love's people will happy... live as what u are,not others want us to be~~!!! tata...^_^