Life Full With Happiness???

i very confusing now...
definitely tired!!!
don't know what should i do now~
all become wrong~
damn wrong way for me...

i think i had give up he a bit~~
happy happy....=_="
but i receive a new relationship again....
actually is OLD relation,but had UPGRADE~~
^_haha_^
i don't really know what are the feeling he feel to me....
but i don't think it will be a worst feeling!!!
sometimes he act he got good feeling....
but sometimes he treat me so cool....
confusing!! >_<
hope our relation will more UPGRADE~~
if u have feeling too,tell me,i waiting for the answer!!
haha^^

and another HIM~~
he try to evade from me....
i think he know the true already....
but i had give up him....
SO,don't EVADE from me,PLEASE,"somebody"!!!
today,when i try to talk with u....
u keep on evade from me....
and talk with a bad tone with me!!!
what the HELL u want actually!!!
it is there are no friend between us???
end of our FRIEND???!!!
if u want it,i will respect your choices....
hope that not true...

beside.....
i miss my SHA SHA so much~~
my ex-chemistry teacher!!
but she will always be my BEST TEACHER in my heart ever~
i forget to transfer her photo into my computer....
if i already transfer it,i definitely will upload at here!!
she is damn cute and a such nice,friendly person...
she very take care of our 4 beta students....
and she teach us throughout her heart....
i miss the memory we had together....
although just a few month....
but our relation is as good as friend...
i treat her like my friend more than a teacher...
i know i was not respect in this way...
but i would like she become my friend but not a teacher...
hehe^^
anyway.....
i will get an A1 in my chemistry next time....
i won't let you disappointed anymore...
I MISS YOU!!!
SHA SHA....
wish u good luck....
happy always...^^

thats all for today...
feel like want vomit again....
don't know why...
maybe PREGNENT???!!
OMG!!!
haha^^

enjoy every moment you live now~

GIVE UP~

haiz........
everything is happen right now.....
all confuse,all tired......~~~
im the same too.....tired,confuse,stress,suffer,bla bla bla~~~

i will give up....
i will try to give up.....
but i sure i can do it!!!
i CAN!!!
believe me~
T.T.......

all i will GIVE UP!!!!
no one in my heart anymore!!!!
include u!!
NO~~~~~~
all of YOU!!!
get out off my life NOW!!!!

give me feeling can?

u....
no no....
is YOU!!!
can u give back my feeling??
please!
just give me....
i want with u....may i??
haha^^
horrible!


wtf!
i get 2 fail in OTI2??
the damn SEJARAH and ADDITION MATH!!!
sej:28
add math:14 ??????
arrggghhh!
if my mom know it.....
i think i will get kill soon..... vry vry soon~
T.T...
ok,from now.....i wan 2 study more hard!!!
next time must get straight A!!!
haha^^jst say,coz it is IMPOSSIBLE!
don't fail can liao~
coz next time exam,parents have 2 go sch n take result!!
WTF again!
haha^^
study hard hard girl~

don't think about LOVE again!!!
stop loving!!!
anti-love!!!
haha^^
now,think bout study enuf!!!
concentrate in my study!!!
argh!
T.T.......sad tis few day!
moody********



OMG!!! WTF!!!!
i just hear that u have GIRLFRIEND already!!!!
shit!!! fucker!!!
y u did not tel me early????????
no,is y u did not tell me?????
but is other told me???!!!
u know u hurt me deeply!!!
i realy don know wat is a person are u now....
u really scare....T.T
y?tell me y??
shit!!! T.T*******
WTF!!!!~~

想通了~

finally,i had done a new decision again....
hehe^^
happy happy!!
i think whole night,didn't sleep from last nite......
but did not tired....weird!
haha~

i will tell you all what is the decision....
because i did not comfirm whether i can make it or not....
so,i cannot tell u all right now...
be patient!
muackssssssssssssszzzzzzz!!!

what mean of love? 何苦要爱？

love???
so confuse now....
love u? dint love u???
aiksss!!! fan ah!!!
what i thinking now?
i should't love u!!!
dont give me that feeling,can?
please........

爱爱爱爱！！！
什么是爱？
爱是很痛苦又爱折磨人的东西！
你越想得到它，它就偏偏不给你~
为什么世界要有爱着烂东西？
人一定要有感情才能活下去吗？
没了爱，人会死吗？

如今，我爱的人已不是你，而是他~
可是他又不属于我的！
属于她的~
爱错了~彻彻底底爱错人了~
我该怎们做？
请你告诉我，好吗？
我真的好烦，好烦！！！

你能爱我吗？
答案：不能！

我能爱你吗？
答案：最好不要，因为我爱她，不是你~

好伤的答案~
可是这也就是他会给我的答案！
不管怎样，地球也会转，太阳也会升起 ; 你的爱，也一样不会变~

我会放弃你，忘记你~
当作没这回事！
因为我不要发生某些事情~

好吧，我伤害自己，你能得到你的快乐~
这不是很好吗？
我不要爱你！！！
我也不要再想你！！！
滚开！！
如果你不爱我，请你不要再对我好！！！
我只想忘记和放弃你！

SUSHI~

wow,this is the first time i do sushi~
i think still ok~
all my fren say nice...
but still got SOMEONE say cnnt compare wth ming star!
haiz...whatever! coz i not pro de~
but i think still less some taste,so 2ml i will do more better!
sushi sushi~



this few day remain happy a bit~
maybe i alrdy forget all thing....???
hope so~
haha^^
happy happy~~
muackss....

decision~

i had do a stupid decision again....
maybe in my mind,i think tat is the best way to solve this problem...
but later,i had regret wth my decision!
haiz....i reli dnno wat i thinking now...
i had less my love 2 u,but i still accept u??
OMG!!! wat the hell i doing now!
wat i thinking now?
jealous?
wat i jealous for???!!
i alrdy accept u back,so i think i will concentrate 2 u now....
n i will try 2 love u again....sry,if i hurt u now....
no other boy! no other love!!! no kao zai anymore!!!
sorry!



tis few day,i had evade something......
something tat i think it is impossble!!!
i try 2 not think bout tat!
so i kep on plying game......stop of my brain,jst have GAME in my brain!
mayb i too stupid 4 tis....
but i think tis is the best way.......
no wonder how.....
i wont care anymore......
i will do like ntg happen....
reli.....i will do that!!!
so,i dont hope anything now....
jst hope tat i will happy as soon as posible~
moody tis few day!!!
sorry~~
maybe i thinking too much 4 that......
but i knw it is impossible!
so,STOP thinking bout tat!!!!!!!!

anti-[[SII SHEIW SEE]]!!!

cibai fuck dog!!!!
Sii Sheiw See!!!
wish u go die as fast as u can!!!
hope will die 2molo or later!!!
fuck dog!!!
1 boy fren can share two ppl...
sister oso same...
cb lan jiao fuck you!!!
Dulan!!!
lampa!!!

unlucky day

haiz...
2day reli is my unlucky day...
fall in the class...
paiseh @_@
reli is chun seong put out his leg n i kick dao,n fall le luu~~
haiz...
my leg still pain now...
T.T,n i cry liao,dnno y the tears will out...
cnnt control...



Friends...
all gone!!!
all break!!!
horrible!!!
dn like so much now...
sory...
maybe......................
bla bla~~
oh ya,i give ah kit a letter...
[[BREAK FRIEND]] letter~
zd.....
because they say me like him....
but i say NO!!! n it is IMPOSSIBLE!!!!!!!!!
so,jia yi call me write the letter like last year i gv 2 ta kai like tat...
so i write n give him...sien diao!
but,i reli did not like he!!!
pls dn say again!!! cb!!!!!



haiz,i jst saw something tat reli make me down...
my heart all break!!!
y?? y is her???
haiz...


anyway,wish me will happy again!!!
T.T
bla bla^^

My Life~

Life~
life reli make ppl angry...
but sometimes it sound good...
but when u wan it to be true,it will ply u until the thing become more worst~
i hate my life more than i enjoy it...
i dnno y...
i reli not comfortable and PUAS HATI wth my life!!!
suck life!!!



Friends~
never have thing can replace the fren place in my heart~
i more care my fren compare wth my family~
without them,my life wont be happy n cheerful...
so,thankz guys~
i reli appreciate with the thing tat u all do for me...
whatever thing...
maybe this few day my mood reli so down n make u all think tat i reli so "FAN"...
sorry~
but i cnnt control my emotion...
i reli no have tat mood to laugh or what~
anyways,sorry...
if got 得罪 u all guys,i say sorry again...
i dont reli hope u all angry me...



For my EX-BOYFRIND(f.y.s)~
it reli over wth our relationship...
i reli give u mny chance alrdy...
but u nt jst no 珍惜 it,n do the same thing again...
say the true,i reli tired wth u le...
crying for u,sad for u,emo jst bcoz 4 u...
thats enuf for me!!!
i nvr cry after tat day...
from now,i will let u go...
for the same times,i will forget u too...
i dn reli hope u will be my fren,i dn wan...
sorry...
if u think tat is my wrong,then sorry...
i ntg can say...
but this time,reli is ur wrong...
pls think carefully...
bye forever~


bla bla bla~
my life is end!!!
@_@