Life Full With Happiness???

i very confusing now...
definitely tired!!!
don't know what should i do now~
all become wrong~
damn wrong way for me...

i think i had give up he a bit~~
happy happy....=_="
but i receive a new relationship again....
actually is OLD relation,but had UPGRADE~~
^_haha_^
i don't really know what are the feeling he feel to me....
but i don't think it will be a worst feeling!!!
sometimes he act he got good feeling....
but sometimes he treat me so cool....
confusing!! >_<
hope our relation will more UPGRADE~~
if u have feeling too,tell me,i waiting for the answer!!
haha^^

and another HIM~~
he try to evade from me....
i think he know the true already....
but i had give up him....
SO,don't EVADE from me,PLEASE,"somebody"!!!
today,when i try to talk with u....
u keep on evade from me....
and talk with a bad tone with me!!!
what the HELL u want actually!!!
it is there are no friend between us???
end of our FRIEND???!!!
if u want it,i will respect your choices....
hope that not true...

beside.....
i miss my SHA SHA so much~~
my ex-chemistry teacher!!
but she will always be my BEST TEACHER in my heart ever~
i forget to transfer her photo into my computer....
if i already transfer it,i definitely will upload at here!!
she is damn cute and a such nice,friendly person...
she very take care of our 4 beta students....
and she teach us throughout her heart....
i miss the memory we had together....
although just a few month....
but our relation is as good as friend...
i treat her like my friend more than a teacher...
i know i was not respect in this way...
but i would like she become my friend but not a teacher...
hehe^^
anyway.....
i will get an A1 in my chemistry next time....
i won't let you disappointed anymore...
I MISS YOU!!!
SHA SHA....
wish u good luck....
happy always...^^

thats all for today...
feel like want vomit again....
don't know why...
maybe PREGNENT???!!
OMG!!!
haha^^

enjoy every moment you live now~