sorry~

可以给我们再一次做选择吗？我们会乖，不会再这样的！对不起~
或是可以让我们从噩梦中醒来吗？真的很不想这件事发生！
为什么？为什么一定是我们？！
老天，这是惩罚吗？你是在惩罚我们吗？我真的不想要！虽然我们做错事，可是代价可以不要那么大吗？=(
看到朋友这样，心里真的很难过~我不知道我可以帮他们什么，不知道要怎么去安慰他们，只能陪他们。看到她在我面前崩溃流泪，我觉得我真的好没用！我不知道应该说些什么。眼泪也慢慢流了出来~
一切发生得太巧合，太意外了吧？我们真的很无辜！
希望“他”可以早日恢复他的心情~一切都会没事的！加油！真的很对不起~><
而我希望“她”不要再责怪自己，要怪，我们大家都有错！意外，我们控制不了，更何况这次我们都是无辜者~我不知道我能帮你什么，如果真的需要帮忙，就说吧~你必须坚强！撑不住的时候，可以找我，发发泄！






老天，这是您想要看到的吗？他们那么痛苦，您开心吗？如果您真的想帮我们，可以有奇迹发生吗？求你~阿密陀佛.....

Thingy~

Hello peepsss...!! Well, its been a long time I haven't updated my blog. Sorry :(
Initially, I'm officially a degree undergraduate student! *teehee* Some of them say degree was tough but some say it was so relax. Okay, seen I had came through it for few weeks, actually degree was totally much more relax than foundation, but the assignments are so damn many!! Plus the assignments are have to think yourself! No more copy and paste. Gosh! Be creative and innovative, advertising student! You're bushing my brain, Hello! I don't remember I already done how many video commercials, yet is fun, but edit part was tiring! These few weeks were full with assignments! Between, I'm getting insomnia recently. Can't sleep well although I was so tired! Maybe it's because I heard to much of "that" stories! haha... My eyes rim was so dark! Oh my god! Now it already 3.51am, and i'm still here! Zombieee~~

Additional, I miss my hometown- Kay Tee so much! I'm hoping I could go back right now! Don't know why, I think this sem was so slow and long! I was like never back home for N months! I miss my mama, papa, bed, friends, son, foods....... Too many to mention about. But my parents will come and visit me in August! Actually they are not purposely come to visit me, they are going to fetch my sister back, and in concert to visit me for a passing. It's okay, at least I can see them! Still happy though! Thinking where should I bring them to..... Erm, assam laksa? kampar fish ball? *finger crossing*  =)

*Repeating same song*

Recently was so many things happened. Well, everything happened cause of it's reasons. Something had pass, just let it be, don't repeat what shouldn't, do what is should! Recall back N years matters, I was so immature! But brave enough! What makes me stronger, I knew it clearly!
Fortunately, I owning a good spouse now. Although we were short, but I believe we'll gone through the rest time of life, right? After the bad time past, he treat me much more better, thanks bii! It was like an ordeal for us- Don't give up so we'll be longer and treasure. And I'm deserve it. ♥ Will always be your side no matter what's going to happen next! =)

It is 4.23am now, going to stop blogging now. Night peeps! 
Have a Nice day... =)


Photos of Monthsss.......

First Presentation in Degree =)

Pampering myself with Ice Kimo Sea Amber :)

His warm remind <3

Mates !! 

First day of school ^_^

Good Night People! =) 

家家有本难念的经

认识我的人都知道我很喜欢说：“家家有本难念的经”。对，我很相信这句话。其实每个人都有自己的问题，不是不要说出来，而是真的有苦衷不能说，例如：我！最近真的很累。不知道要怎么说。灰心，失望，是不是我已经习惯了？我不知道。一次次的机会，是我给得太多吗？很多问题解决不了，就逃避。而现在的我们有种种的问题等着我们去烦恼。忍不到烦恼，最后只有一个字让全部事情安抚了————分！
但，这是我们要的结局吗？气话气话气话，可以不要说吗？心里真的很不好受，你知道吗？
不知道应该向谁说出我的心情，我知道一旦我说了，再没有人支持我，祝福这段感情，大家只会说我笨蛋！我真的不知道应该这么做~可能别人都只会怪我，都说我的错，从来都没人站在我的立场想想我现在的心情！你，有体谅过我吗？
爱，你懂爱，可你不知道怎么去爱！
如果我真的想结束这段感情，我早就走了，你明白吗？
心真的很痛，眼泪不停的流~
我从来都不后悔~
希望你真的明白................=(








我 ♥ 你!! 

感情不是两个人的事~

看到他这样，我真的好心碎。
是我让他压力了。
我根本没体谅过他~
从没站在他的角度想~
是我太自私~


对不起~~
我让你崩溃了~
T.T

我家男人~♥

今天要来介绍我家男人的故事...

我家男人 >>>>> [ Jason 琪顺 ] , 今年( 2012 ) 21岁~
 有点肥肥，所以都叫他肥猪！哈哈....没有很高，可是高过我(一点).... XD
脾气没有很好，可是最近都改了很多，希望不要三分钟热度哦~~
有点孩子气，比我更厉害撒娇~哈哈哈哈.......
有时啊有时，就是有时罢了，生气起来就像老虎一样凶，一样大声！还犯了我们说好的规矩！不过，气消后，他还是乖乖的跟我道歉，认错~乖嘛~~~~ 嘻嘻....
对了，忘了说，他超超超爱粉红色了~~我身为女生都没那么爱，他尽然...........汗！=.="

(寻找食物....肥！嘻嘻~）

我家男人啊，就感觉他与之前男友不一样，这次尽然跟妈咪承认~==
真的很不希望他像前男友一样，不告而别~ [ 真的很心痛..... T.T ]
虽然这次是远距离恋爱，不过还真的希望我们能持久，不要放弃，好吗？
就希望，只是希望，他会是我最后一个................ 希望.........而已....... >_<
三个月后的冷却区，真的很不想要！想到都怕了........真的很怕...........不敢再去想了....=(

[ 叫你拍张照罢了嘛，脸需要那么苦吗？哈哈哈 ]

bii 啊bii......很对不起每次弄你生气。我知道有时是我过分了点，可是就是会想嘛~~
谢谢你每次都那么宽容，包容我~
我知道你累了................ 就容许我任性一次吧~~好吗？
不要再让你感到失望~~~
答应我，我们要坚持下去，不要放弃对方，好吗？=）
我爱你...... ♥♥

我们的第一部电影 [ The Darkest Hour] sipek 的不好看~~哈哈

古怪表情~~没有image 料咯~~哈哈哈

Sushi King.... 两个人尽然能吃那么多~~~~（这餐输给我的~哈哈）记得吗？

Moo Cow , Tutti Frutti 和 Gelato Fruity(忘记拍下）两天吃三种冰淇淋~不肥才假~

正经，正常版~~~ 爱你~ ♥

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

我爱我家男人~~~ ♥♥♥

Lucky star...

Hiiii....... Neglected my blog for N years already. Well, I left 6 days to my final exam! *awww* How fast is it ! And guess what, I haven't touch single of my books yet. Hmmm, Am gonna fail this time, especially my management! Please, study study study!! Please please....slap me! Wake me up....!! I can't be like this! Arrrggghhhh.... >_<


一对情侣在一起是因为什么？缘分？性格？还是玩爽？
对我忽冷忽热是因为没话题？可笑不？这是借口啊！
我干嘛又败在一个男人的手上？我说过我不要再被伤害了！我到底是这么啦？永远都被爱情打败？永远都得不到幸福~
就那一次，那一次的错误，造成现在的我？我不要！
我希望他是我的最后一个爱情，我不想再为任何一个男生掉无谓的眼泪！
可是，他真的会是我最后一个爱情吗？
我真的累了，对于爱情，我随便了。
他说他也累了，跟我在一起他很辛苦，难道我不是吗？可是我选择接受。
体谅？你就只会为你想，我呢？我不需要你的体谅吗？
脾气，是！我承认我的脾气比较难忍！可是那样的脾气只会在我依赖或相信的人才会有的！我也尝试改啦~ =(
有时你就是给我感觉你已经对我冷了，没感觉了，是我想太多吗？
你知道吗？有时你的语气，你的话，很让我心痛吗？每次都默默的流泪，你又知道吗？
真的好像大哭大哭一场~想要告诉你，我真的好心痛，好心痛，不要再对我那样了，好吗？
我想要有个人可以好好的爱我，疼我，我真的受不起伤害了~
我很笨吧？ =(


Oh ya... Tomorrow is 冬至 la... But I can't celebrate this special day with my lovely family. *sad* And I can't eat 汤圆 too! I miss my grandmom & mami ones... *sigh* For those who can celebrate with family, wish u 冬至快乐 Of cause also for those people who same like me can't celebrate this day. And and... Christmas is on the corner too!! Hehe..... But I have to facing my Final exam~~ How sad again!! But I wish I can have a Christmas present too!! Santa santa, May I have my christmas present? *finger crossing*
Last, wish u all Merry Christmas !! <3 <3

Smile.... =)

最近一大堆烦人的事情通通往我身上压。真的很累~脸上的微笑也减少了，变得不爱笑了，也不说话了。有时控制不了自己的心情，摆出丑脸，另到其他人也跟着down了~真的很对不起，我也不想的。

有些事情，让我看开了。什么介意，在意，通通都丢进大海里了！不要再为小事莫名的不开心。也许伪装才是最好吧~深深的深呼吸，再对自己说：“看开点，其实这世界还有属于自己的天空。” 继续微笑吧~ =)

烦人的事，所谓船到桥头自然直嘛~不要再烦了.... 爱笑的你，去了哪里呢？

给自己的话：

用最开，最真的自己去面对一切。

不要贪别人的爱，多爱自己，也要学习爱别人~加油！=) 

多少人能拥有天长地久的爱情？

有我facebook的朋友们应该都知道我最近的心情是差到极点！对，哭了又哭~
对自己说，何必呢？值得吗？可是眼泪却一直掉下~
他.........并不知道....... T.T

我真的好烦哦~又是为爱情的事烦.... *sigh*
我真的对他的爱没信心了，内心的挣扎，让我一次又一次的犯下错误！
当初敷衍他的爱的人是我，如今爱上了，他却给了我敷衍...
难道之前都是我的错？是我赶走了自己的幸福？错过了一个爱我的人？
他一直都在报复，报复我之前怎么对他。现在他一一的换回给我！
爱我的男人，是这样吗？
有时觉得他对我还是有感觉的，可是后来他又伤害了我~
我真的不明白！如果你没感觉了，那你为什么那么在意我的事情？
难道就像你说的，是我想太多？ *Big Sigh*
你以为朋友就这么好做吗？朋友朋友！！
每次都说这句！你烦不烦啊？！

控制不了我心情！怎么办？
又怕失去，又舍不得！
真的好挣扎！放过我吧~~~~
爱情，真让人心痛.......


妈咪昨天跟我说了一个坏消息。她说我们的楼上邻居去世了。
而且不是一位罢了，是一对夫妻...
从小就每天看到他们两夫妻在楼下聊天，一起走路去附近的超市。
他们真的好恩爱。有多少夫妻还能像他们一样，永不分开？
活着时，他们在一起；去世了，他们也在一起。
希望他们能在另外一个世界更幸福，更快乐。
[ 节哀顺变 ] T.T


ps:
是你的东西，即使错过了，他也会回来，对吗?
不是你的，你再怎么哀求都不会再回来了~
 <3

保持沉默~

表面上装得若无其事，其实内心真的撑不住了。
伪装伪装伪装！我...............崩溃了~
很多事情明明很在意，很妒忌，我却安静了。
保持沉默是我的习惯吗？一向来不善于表达心意的我,难道错了吗？
做错了选择，我还能回头吗？我希望可以~
还剩几个月的时间！
贞翠！继续撑下去吧~
加油~
不是每一件事情都依你所望，别发白日梦了！
笨蛋！！ T.T
=(

Happy Birthday to me~ ^^

18th Birthday post? hmmm....

Yeaa..... I have a great 18th birthday this year! I really happy and satisfied much! 

First, is the Baba & Nyonya Family celebration. We celebrated earlier because most of them went back hometown that weekend. We had our dinner at 任你吃 steamboat restaurant. Then all of us went back to my house. When I was inside the room, suddenly they open the door and take a SUPER NICE + CUTE cake with singing birthday song. The cake was so nice... I Like it so much, NoNo, is I love it!! 有点不舍得吃哦~ Anyway, thankz so so much my dear friends!! Can be friend with you all is my treasure...<3 I appreciate much! ^_^

BaBa & Nyonya Family~~!! <3

Then the second celebration is with stream Y friends! They give me a surprise celebration at Kim Keong restaurant located at Kampar. It really not in my expectation! Thankz so much too!! Although we from different stream, but I hope our friendship will never end. I like to talk with u all, coz there were have no limitation talk with u guys! haha.... whatever thing also can say. It really happy~ ^^ 

Stream Y friends~~ ^^

Then then~~~ My housemate celebration!!! This is the most scary and shocked celebration! After celebrate with my stream Y friends, we went back home, then when I open my room door, my housemates take a cake  standing in my room, they close the light somemore! OMG! It really shocked me!!! As you all know, I scare those thing de ma... hehe.......... Well, it also not in my expectation!! Ishhh~ Kena shock third time dy~ Thankz to my housemates!!! ^^

My Lovely Housematessss.... <3

Well.... we went to KL at the next morning. Then Lao come and fetch us at KL Sentral then straight away go to times square!! As we planned, we went to Neway for Sing K time!!! YEAHHH!! I was so hungry that time, so I keep eating, and Yan and JiaYi sing at that time. While I eating, then suddenly door open, and " Happy Birthday Chui" !! OMG!! Guess who !! I saw Zuwen,kokhao, qing and annie!! OMG!! I was so so so shock and unbelievable! I was so touch and surprise! And guess what, I'm crying?? My tears drop! Wow, first time ehh~ Family Member!! We finally Gather at KL!!! So happy!! Can't describe the feeling. Thankz super much!!! And Zuwen and KokHao, thankz a lot! U guys have to come from so far... I love u guys!!!! <3 <3 Friendship Forever as I always say it!!! ^_^ and sorry KokHao, Zuwen and Annie, I think I can't celebrate u guys birthday this year... I'm so sorry~ >_<

Family Members!!! ^_^ <3 Heart muchh!! 

Girls part~~ ^^

Hmmmmm...... That was my 18th birthday!! How was yours?? I know it look like simple to u guys, but it meant a lot to me!! I Love all of my friendssssss!! *teehee* <3 <3