He's...

The sentences above is persuading me! haha.. .
He messaged me few days ago. But I just pretend nothing to him and reply his messages. I feel " honour " with his courageous without any regret towards me. Maybe I should learn more from him. * pisSSss *  But the chatting end with my message! haizz...

Initially, I got my SPM result last week. But its seen too poor for me and I'm not satisfied with it. It shouldn't be that way! * argh * Everyone seen disappointed with my result included my parents. I've heard many critic and some encouragement from others. But luckily there is no fail in my result. * fuuSss * I hope there is no more regretful in my life, and I'll try my best for not being that way again! 

Well, I've apply Utar for my foundation. And I'm choosing study foundation in art. Since that the rumours said foundation is much easier than A-Level or From 6. Hope I will get into the University. Cause of the application, I've quarreled and argued with my parents after the release of SPM result! * gosh * The feeling was not good and I've to done all the things by myself. How independent am I !! haha.. *evil laugh* Now just have to wait for the answer from the university and my life began alike the life while waiting spm results. Freaking boring! * big sigh *  Hopefully I can get into the university and don't ever make my parents disappointed again. Have to change all the environment and friends around me. Should prove to them, they never made a wrong decision. * Hope so *


I felt rummy that no ones believes I was Single! Why?! It was really, I'm seriously! For sure I don't hope for a single life, but there is no ones suitable with me, and no ones chasing me now. So,single life never go away from me. Believe me! *sigh*


Nothing else can say. And it was almost 1am. I should have my nape now. Otherwise I will become a panda again. haha...
Oh ya, Today is 1-4-2011, and Happy April Fools day all... Have a nice fools with your friends or else I will fool u!! haha.... Good night!

我哭了~

Much much disappointed!! My parents never ask what I want to study and they called me apply all the school which have many malays!! I Don't like...okay??! They never care my feeling! They though that I want to study in expensive college / university because I wanna follow my friend! Excuse! This is my future and why I want to follow my friend? I know how to think already! Don't always talk about my last time history! Okay? I grew up already! I want to choose what I interested with but not just follow the road u gave it to me! I know we can't afford expensive school, so I never think that I want study at those school! I know if can,u want me to study at government school or politeknik, But I don't want waste my four or three years with malays around me! Do you know my feeling??! Every time when I try to talk about which school should I go, you two must always say I want to choose those expensive schools! And start to called me apply all the politeknik! And I never talk a word! When I talk with loudest voice, You sure angry and scold that I did not respect u... Hello, I just say out my opinions and disagree with what you said! I'm respect much towards u two! Please hear what I want to say,okay? Don't always though that I'm always wrong and don't know how to think! I think very clearly and I know what I want and what I doing right now! I don't want choose the courses that I dislike.. If u still want to call me take it,okay! I will take..!! I don't want to argue with u two again, I rather regret than argue with u two! Is enough for me! And some more, I don't want stay in KT anymore...!! As u say, You don't want to see my face again!!  T.T

我永远打不好我与家人的关系~The biggest problem in my life...!! T.T

什么就是什么...

很久没用华语写了，感觉我的华语快要“生锈”了！哈哈.... 

最近一直在寻找大学，不知道哪一间比较好，比较便宜。超烦的！也不知道应该拿哪一个课程。我应该读 business administration 还是 mass communication?? 还是读回 optometrist ?? 还是乖乖听妈咪的话，读政府学校或是读师训？aaaaa!! *shouted* 好烦阿！

成绩啊~成绩~你几时才要出呢？很想快点拿，不用那么烦，但是又害怕！*sigh*

不提那些了，讲别的。最近真的好无所事事，睡觉起来就开电脑上网，跟朋友出去吃东西，然后回家再上网。好无聊的生活！我有尝试去找工，可是没有一间要请我，要请的都不适合我. 对了，我最近去了英文补习班。蛮有趣的，很好玩！至少可以消遣时间。哈哈~~希望能学到东西啦！

不知道最近为什么，妈咪好像不想跟我讲话。很多次了，我问她东西，她都不要答我，等我问到不耐烦时，她就凶巴巴的回答我。结果我们就这样吵架了。我又没得罪她，发什么脾气哦？明明是她不回答我的！每次我开口跟她说话，她就用生气的语气回答我，甚至不回答我！很伤的咯！好像不想跟我讲话那样。算了吧....... 都习惯了......T.T   *big big sigh*

好啦~不知道要写什么了...希望大家能平平安安过每一天...尤其是属鸡的朋友，因为今年我们犯太岁哦~！

Bunny Chinese New Year - 2011

Well, Chinese New Year was over..! That was too fast. *sigh* Still not enjoyed enough yet....>_<
Between, on the first day of CNY, my house usually make an open house, and this year is the same too...
Mummy had prepared some foods, such as, Nasi Dagang & Rojak Betik. And orderded Nasi Minyak and Satay too. Then at night,we have a small BBQ and Steamboat party.
Let the pictures describe all.....

Decoration competiton at Kampung Cina...

It me on the first day of CNY...

Do we look alike?? (not at all...XD)


Then at night...started our BBQ...!!! ^^

use the aluminium foil and leaves to panggang!!

stingrays...(ikan pari)

Mackerels...

BBQ with mantao??

stingray is done! Hot & spicy....

Stem crabs! Everyone favorite...

Sister and cousin with our lovely grandmom...^^

Busy wrapping my food....

Skillful...muahaha!

Chocolate cake and watermelon...nice.!!!

My new house...<3

Sotong with chili paste! (my favorite...!!)

prawn samples..get some!

She ask me to take this picture...haha



Cny had over and I should not play anymore... starting to find a job. Hopefully will get it....><

Recently ♥

First and foremost, I got my Car License already !! *happy* I was so happy and excited, keep see my license and smile happily.. On the second day I got my license, I already drive out! OMG! That freaking fast and I no need get my Family's license. haha *evil laugh* The very first passengers are Lau & Kok Hao, then Jing Xiong & Pui Li.. Still remember that they were so scare, keep shouted and never close their eyes..! haha... ( Fang Xin la, Chui very geng de,as pui li say,this is my Style..! XD) Finally I can drive out without beg to my family to fetch me out. By the way, I will be careful when driving and hope that every journey will be safety.

Well, recently he find back me. Called me talking non sense and I give a cold respond for him. Last night he called me again. Told me the reason why last time he treat me in that way. But I did not have the heart to hear and his every reason like an excuse for him. So once again, I gave him a cold respond and straight telling bye and close the phone. haha....!! I know I was too cruel to him, but when I thinking the way he treated me, I can't pretend good to him. *What I had lost is same as what You lost too !*

Five days left is the coming day of Chinese New Year! *yeeePeee* Busy cleaning the house, making some biscuits and bla bla bla..... Hope everything will be smooth in this year and have a best luck for me and all of you..!!

Between, Valentine's day are coming soon too.. Oh Gosh! I did not have my partner yet! *sigh* God, YOU are too cruel to me !! haha... One more year I will celebrate with my friend, I think** Hope to get a boyFriend...♥!!  

Life Goes On (Part II)

Initially, after the gathering.....We have our lovely Bei Xiiao's birthday(15-1-2011) !! Once again, I went to Zie's Corner at 10.30pm after ate my dinner with my family at Gossip Kitchen! Accompany her pass her birth until 12am...On the next day, we had Mongolia steamboat as our Dinner. PuiLi prepared many added foodsss. And we eat until can't even stand up...like me! *sshhh*

Then, we decided went to Mumbai since we din have any place to go. Otherwise,we have to back home..... Took some pictures at there between we opened some sparkling too! XD

I spend almost 15minutes to open a sparkling. Muahaha!! About 12.30am, phone started ringing (call from parents..) but I still don't want to back home. At last,I get phyco by chee huey going to Manir...zzZZ...

When at Pui li's house, I had an Evil planning!! How bout we going out Yum Cha?? bhahaha!! Then we decided went to Hot Hot. Unfortunate, Hot Hot is close dy. 1.30am** Then we went to Gong Badak there. Hopefully to get a mamak stall that still open,finally,we found it! Chit-chat at there untill the mamak stall almost wanna close,and the time was 3.30am!

By the way,its almost 4am and Mcd have their breakfast dy.. So we decided going Mcd having our Breakfast! Then chit-chat at there for another 3hours. Its 6.30am! Pui li had her decided again! She wants to eat the fried chicken at Primary School. So, we went to Primary School for our next meal. Jing xiong & Chee huey was exhausted & tiring dy! Keep call us faster back home. But we girls are still full of energy! haha...

Then we went back at 7am++. On the way we wanna back Manir, Pui Li said: Howbout we going Duyung take some pictures?? Oh Gosh,how tiring all of us, but happy is the important! So we went to Duyung and took some pictures. The wind was so cold.. I never went to Duyung early in the morning! *excited* We all took pictures with our Panda Blackies Eyes!! muahaha... Between that, Chee Huey had created a nice nick name for Manir's people....

[ Manir Giler ]

After bout 30minutes,we finally reached Manir! Xiong's parents was wake up already and we still haven slept yet! Then spend another one hour see the "one million star"... Then I follow Pui Li went home since all her's family members was went out dy. We have our pig sleep......!! Bout 3.30pm, stomach going make sound dy. So we went to eat Nasi Kukus in front of KTS. By the way, I went home at 5pm++.... Freaking tired & exhausted! I have my lazy sleep on my bed again...

Welll, Pui Li 's memorable birthday ever! *rocksss*

The pictures of the dayss...

Busy Eating....

Happy Birthday Bei Xiiao~

The Girlsss...

Eight of Us....^^

Enjoyed muchieee...

Next update will be Chinese New year..*think so*

Hope you Guyss will happy and cheer the day long...

I wish I could meet with a Super Mocho guy...!!! *HeeEeee*

Life Goes On (Part I)

Gosh!! Having a dead blog here. Recently gonna rotten at house already. But luckily my friendS save me from the Survive! muahaha! Keep hanging up, Yum Cha... Since the started of 2011, I did not story about my life yet.

Well, Qing having a BBQ party at her house last last week, I forgot the date dy. That day I had break Self Record. Almost 2.30am I just back home... *bad girl* By the way, I eat and have fun lotsa!! BBQ the fish with the honey, bbq sauce, black pepper... That was freaking Sweet coz of too much honeyyy!!! Laugh non stop with Friends. We enjoyed much like having our gathering after many year of separation. As usual,after eating, surely we will Lepak in K-room!! I choose some oldish song since I love them muchie!! Then, a surprise belated birthday party to the cutiest Jiayi mei mei. Once again, Yan and Qing have their Evil plan.......... Bang the cake with jiayi face! haha... Oh ya,I forgotten someone!! Special one.....Lau Chee Huey! How damn him, pakat with Qing lie all of us! He is back... and I gain my weight as well, but happy that our family members will not separate again...^^

Here some pictures of the day.......

FoodSss of The Day~

The Leng LuiSs...!!

A-plus ♥

Happy Birthday Jiayi...

All of Us...!!! *say cheeseSsss*

My story never end yet... Next post would be Bei Xiiao's birthday! ....^^

Don't miss it.......

To be Continues.................*teeHeeeee*

Rabbit = 2011

Last time,I always hope that I can faster out of this damn it school ! Yeahh, finally what I dream before had come true! Its 2011 and I'm 18 years old now(but not officially) and I can counted as FREEDOM! shout loudly** I can put down the stress of studying. No need to wear the boring School Uniform some more! No need wake up early in the morning! That was too great dude!!

But I was freaking boring everyday stay in the house. sigh* Luckily I still have my car's practicals~ If not,I would be rotten in the house soon~

Mummy called me go and grab a work better than stay in the house doing nothing, but I want to get my car license first,maybe I will working after Chinese New Year~

Oh Gost! I gain my weight as WELL!! Before that,I told myself to diet and keep fit,but what I had did? Keep eat,keep sleep and lazy did my exercise! sigh* (Chui,nothing can help u more~)

Its 2011 now,everybody said that, "New Year,New Life"... But what is my life in 2011? Feel that my luck will bad in 2011(read from horoscope book~) sigh again**

Would I be single in 2011? Feel that I will....hmmm....( I know sure got people say "won't de la~") haha.... But it really la... I really did not have any "春" now... Even one "春" also no! Maybe after going study just will find hardly! hehe....

Well, don't know what should I write more...Hearing those "old" songs,nice,full of meaning and relaxing.... ~~~

As Silly as my LiFe ~

First and foremost,I still left one subject (Mandarin) to fight! But for me,I counted as Merdeka already! Oh yeah! Felt so happy and excited. At least I did not have to burn mid night oil and study for the whole day! But holiday totally boring for me! Okay,I don't want to waste my holiday with non sense things! I decided to keep fit!! haha... But I don't know whether I can make it or not. Arrgghhh! I can't be lazy anymore! I want to let all people who look down at me feel that they all are wrong! hoho... *evil smile* Plus I want YOU to feel regret! Oh ya,I forget that I wanna take my car license too..hehe,hope that before Chinese New Year can get it...^^

Yesterday,mummy ask me to do well in mandarin paper. She said, next year got "OFFer" for teacher courses. Just to get 3 credit in SPM and mandarin have to credit too. Oh my god, I told her that i did not have any interested in teacher la... But she said,teacher have many holiday, plus the salary for November and December holiday also get pay too! Hello,I knew that,but I really can't care a children good! Maybe in someday,I smash children without any reason. haha... *sigh
Then,she asked me to apply nursing too! OH my god! Nursing? I silent straight away. Did not gave her any respond! haha.... Well,I think I have to wait result out just to decide what I gonna read and my future's road. Otherwise I really Can bang with my mummy with different opinion.

Erm, last night I heard some bad news about him again. Wow,totally speechless with him. I really felt so so so Glad and unregret that I walk away from that relationship! If I still continue together with him,I really don't know what I will be next. Maybe get whipping by him? haha... Oh ya,forget to ask him go and take part in Actor competition! Telling us the touch-est story and with some tears too! oh,feel pity on him la...Arrgghh! But I won't angry that you treat me in that way. I think you should realize with what you did towards me and your ex girlfriend! That why how you beg her she also won't back to your side already! And don't hurt my friend too! Just see yourself,what marketing you have? high marketing?!! Although your sales are high,but that doesn't meant your marketing high too! Please face to the wall and realize what you wrong! Don't know who will be your next "target" or sound FOOL?? Really felt so glad! ^_^

hmmm... I will at KL from 23 until 29 December. 25 or 26 will going to Melaka! hehe... Who wanna find me just give me a Sweet call~ ^_^
okay,it end... Miss Tan JiaYi asked me to update my blog,now you see it? Then know my life and feeling now? hehe...^^ Will update when free again...

Take a Break~

Huhu... 7 days!! 7 days to down! SPM is over after 7 days! how happy am I. haha... But I have to face the most difficult and challenging this 7 days! Give the damn hardwork on it. Try my best to pop it out! piss off!!! XD I don't think my result will good,but better than my monthly test I think~ Anyway,I had try my best! Daddy,Mummy, I'm so sorry if i can't achieve the result that you all wish to. Sister said she nearly die when teaching me chemistry! haha... but I really don't know wad... [SPM] how stress is it! You will never know the feeling otherwise you face it before! AArrrGGGhhhh!


Mr Loong...
Please do take care yourself. Don't work until forgot your meals! If you fall sick again,don't blame I didn't care you! haha...you know I am a cruel one! XD
Love you & Miss you~ ^^