保持沉默~

表面上装得若无其事，其实内心真的撑不住了。
伪装伪装伪装！我...............崩溃了~
很多事情明明很在意，很妒忌，我却安静了。
保持沉默是我的习惯吗？一向来不善于表达心意的我,难道错了吗？
做错了选择，我还能回头吗？我希望可以~
还剩几个月的时间！
贞翠！继续撑下去吧~
加油~
不是每一件事情都依你所望，别发白日梦了！
笨蛋！！ T.T
=(

Happy Birthday to me~ ^^

18th Birthday post? hmmm....

Yeaa..... I have a great 18th birthday this year! I really happy and satisfied much! 

First, is the Baba & Nyonya Family celebration. We celebrated earlier because most of them went back hometown that weekend. We had our dinner at 任你吃 steamboat restaurant. Then all of us went back to my house. When I was inside the room, suddenly they open the door and take a SUPER NICE + CUTE cake with singing birthday song. The cake was so nice... I Like it so much, NoNo, is I love it!! 有点不舍得吃哦~ Anyway, thankz so so much my dear friends!! Can be friend with you all is my treasure...<3 I appreciate much! ^_^

BaBa & Nyonya Family~~!! <3

Then the second celebration is with stream Y friends! They give me a surprise celebration at Kim Keong restaurant located at Kampar. It really not in my expectation! Thankz so much too!! Although we from different stream, but I hope our friendship will never end. I like to talk with u all, coz there were have no limitation talk with u guys! haha.... whatever thing also can say. It really happy~ ^^ 

Stream Y friends~~ ^^

Then then~~~ My housemate celebration!!! This is the most scary and shocked celebration! After celebrate with my stream Y friends, we went back home, then when I open my room door, my housemates take a cake  standing in my room, they close the light somemore! OMG! It really shocked me!!! As you all know, I scare those thing de ma... hehe.......... Well, it also not in my expectation!! Ishhh~ Kena shock third time dy~ Thankz to my housemates!!! ^^

My Lovely Housematessss.... <3

Well.... we went to KL at the next morning. Then Lao come and fetch us at KL Sentral then straight away go to times square!! As we planned, we went to Neway for Sing K time!!! YEAHHH!! I was so hungry that time, so I keep eating, and Yan and JiaYi sing at that time. While I eating, then suddenly door open, and " Happy Birthday Chui" !! OMG!! Guess who !! I saw Zuwen,kokhao, qing and annie!! OMG!! I was so so so shock and unbelievable! I was so touch and surprise! And guess what, I'm crying?? My tears drop! Wow, first time ehh~ Family Member!! We finally Gather at KL!!! So happy!! Can't describe the feeling. Thankz super much!!! And Zuwen and KokHao, thankz a lot! U guys have to come from so far... I love u guys!!!! <3 <3 Friendship Forever as I always say it!!! ^_^ and sorry KokHao, Zuwen and Annie, I think I can't celebrate u guys birthday this year... I'm so sorry~ >_<

Family Members!!! ^_^ <3 Heart muchh!! 

Girls part~~ ^^

Hmmmmm...... That was my 18th birthday!! How was yours?? I know it look like simple to u guys, but it meant a lot to me!! I Love all of my friendssssss!! *teehee* <3 <3

Joys around KL~

From my facebook, u all sure can see where I was in this past three days!
Yea... KL..!! A place that full entertainment and FOODS!! XD
I ate a lot during that 3 days... Almost 4 - 5 meals per days!! Gain weight again liao lo! =(
But is okay! Come KL is to enjoy de ma~~ Go back Kampar just diet again!!! ( hope I can * finger crossing* )
Actually the purpose went to KL is to celebrate Ah Lao's birthday.. But due to my sister was not around KL that time, so I have to tumpang sleep at Pui Li's house... Sorry ya li, ma fan u liao~ >_<
As u all know, got pui li & ah lao, most of my time sure is EAT!! And yea, I was eating all the time!
And I really enjoyed so much! Although I gain my weight, but it worth!! ( not everytime ma...XD )
Now let the picture so the talk! >>>>>>>>

Plus One Shabu Shabu at midnight~ 1am ++

You can choose & take any sauce u like as it already charge u RM1...

猪骨汤~ <3

Take a picture before going Sunway Pyramid... ^^

One of my best friend when Form 1~ Kinda long time din see her..Miss ya!

Had our " High Tea " at Kim Gary...

Choose French Toast as my High Tea! Delicious...<3

Chatime... Hazelnut Chocolate + white pearl... <3

Then we went to cinema to buy movie ticket, thought that I can watch my Johnny English Reborn, but hell yea! The tickets were sold out! Whats??!! The movie was release half month ago but it still full with people? Aikks, I have no fate with the movie... * sobb...sobbb... * Then we went to a small stall outside the cinema, (ireland's potato~ ) Their french fried was so crispy! Nice...

After ate the french fried just remember to take picture.. U guys can go and have a try there...

Had a Green Tea Ice-Cream before go off from Sunway... It was not that tasty from the 1st bite, but it yummy after u try another bite! <3

Then had our steamboat at "pui li" 's restaurant...

QQ taofu... recommended by Pui Li... and it really Nice la... XD

The Next day....Times Square

Had our breakfast at 欢喜地... This really yummy, mun heng's ones...

French Toast again! But Kim Gary better... XD

Neway karaoke box!! Sing K time.... Woohooo~~

Sing sing Sing......

A surprise earlier Birthday to Ah Lao!! 他们送错了！haha... laugh die me! XD

Fei Fei de, Fat lao, Uncle Hippo, You you de!! Happy Earlier Birthday!! <3

鸡公煲~ Very spicy for me although only medium spicy~ But really taste good!! Located at Kuchai Lama...

SnowFlake... Finally I ate u!!! XD

While waiting my SnowFlake... I'm Lovin it~~ <3

Then I had my breakfast at JoJo's Kitchen on the next morning.. [ forgot to take picture again..=(  ] It really nice than Face-to-Face noodle. Yummy.... And I still haven't taste my Tutti Fruity, Haagen Daze, Zanmai Sushi and etc.... I want to eat next time!! Promise yea... * small finger crossing... *

And lastly........................................................
My Birthday left 18 days!!! Muahahhaa.........  <3
Will update again on that time, maybe~~ XD
Have a Nice Day everyone... ^@^

I'm on A Diet !!

First and foremost, I would like to say........................
My Birthday is COMING soon~!! [ 22nd Oct] ( 24 days more<<< don't belasah me! I know kinda early to say this. ) But am always be like this every year! muahaha... Super SS~ Present yeaa... XD

Well, kinda bored in this passing two weeks. Nothing to do (or I should say I'm lazy to do...=) I'm kinda lazy..) Hmmm.... Semester 2, I thought it will be more fun than semester 2, but it's the same...* awww* Maybe just start my sem 2 hor.... * finger crossing* << comforting myself... :)
Then, I think my socialization subject will fail this sem! *awww* Lecturer & tutorial teacher all not the PRO! Hopefully I can "shun shun" in this sem... * praying praying*
Hope and wish wish wish would have any "miracle" happen.. Think too Much! XD Anyway, I'm still HOPING! ^@^

Then then thennnnn..... Errmm...........
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I have nothing to say......( don't kepok me again...XD )
I know I'm kinda lame... Cause I'm boring!!!
haha..... No fun No Life... =)

Oh ya oh ya, going to KL this week... (maybe... coz my sister not at home this weekend, I don't know where to stay... Wo sien!! =(
Then will go again on My Birthday!! All my friends that live at KL... I want to see you guys' Faces!! Hopefully... ^_^

Lastly,I want diet diet diet!! Can't gain my weight again!! Chui, you're fat enough already!! Diet la please... hor?? =) Don't eat too much liao! You break many rules dy! XD ( own rules ) Go jogging!! What is your purpose bring sport shoe to Kampar?? Don't you forget?? *aaarrgghhh*

Married again...??

Hmm... Kinda moody this few day.

First of all, he told me he gonna married soon. You guys sure very curious, who want to married again? yea, same as me, why so many people want to married? Desperate? And why the guys must be my Ex(s)... even are two! 

This time, tears drop inside the train, inside the car.. Its kinda hurt, is hurt deeply. 

Anyway, congraz and wish u have a happy family.  =)

I told my mom about this news, she said "so young want to married dy? " , " study finish dy meh? " ... First, i don't know why he want to married for the young age, 20 years old. Second, maybe gonna finish dy, he's studying diploma at Stamford College. Hmm.... my mom said nothing dy.. But on the next day, she come and sempit with me on my bed, then she ask, this bear (dudu) is he give ones ? I'm said "enn".... Maybe mom know I'm sad... Yes! I was! =( 

Well, sem break now! I should enjoy my life, right? Cheer chui... ^_^ 

Don't hope going back kampar! Shyt! I wish I can stay at KT forever... I wish....>_< 

Hope mom would be happy and healthy soon... I was regret with my choice now... I'm sorry...=(

Should hear you from the start! I was Stupid! Stupid!! Stupid!! :(

被遗忘的儿子~

又再一次犯贱的开了他的面子书，肯定又不是什么好事情了啦~

[ 不好意思大家，又要你们读伤心事了~ ]

开了他女友的页面，看了照片....

Oppsss.....看到了不应该看到的东西!

我们的情侣寒衣，你却给了她穿。

她知道是我们的情侣寒衣吗？

你有告诉她吗？还是你一点都不在乎了？还是你忘了？

许许多多的疑问在我脑海里，我自己也给不了自己一个合理的答案。

驾着车，坐在她隔壁的你，幸福吗？

穿着我买给你的衣服，和我们一起选的项链，但称赞你帅的人是她，有没有觉得可笑啊？

这次没哭了，只有心痛！眼泪早已为你流到干了。无言了......

我们的儿子( DuDu )， 你还记得吗？我是否早就应该把它给丢了？还是它只是我的抱枕而已？

每当抱着他，一定会想起你，我到底是这么啦？

大笨蛋！

被遗忘的儿子~

His girlfriend...

终于的终于，我看到了！终于看到你说你很爱的女朋友了。女主角不是我的影子，她应该比我好很多吧？从你们的照片中，看得出你很爱她，我认输了，我彻彻底底的失败了。看着你和她的照片，每个姿势都和当年一样。你牵着的手，不是我的。如今，你还记得牵着我的手是什么感觉吗？你吻着她的脸孔，有没有一种熟悉的感觉呢？

眼泪终于忍不住掉了。已有一年多，没为你哭了吧。心情真的很糟！很想发泄，但不能！

如果我们现在才认识对方，你会像爱她一样爱我吗？为什么我一直深爱着你，而我对你而言只是一个在你生活中露过的陌生人？想起我们的回忆，真是可笑！不知应该说缘分还是当年我的“愚笨"! 

好好珍惜她吧，不要让她成为第二个我。最后，勉强的祝福~ T____T 

Till the max........

No more to write...

No more to describe...

Heart-broken............

Till the MAX!!

T.T

Chui Zui, u really a stupid idiot "animal"... 

Lolzz... !! 

See my stupid blackie's eyes rim...>_<

And I'm got fat dy!! OMG! 

T.T

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I'm such a lazy girl...!! *aawww*  Opening my basic english's notes but it get neglect by me... Shyt! And yet tomorrow was the mid- term test for basic english!! 

15 days left and I gonna back to my hometown! * happy* But something struggling me..* aarrgghhh* I don't know whether I make a good decision or not. Cause I'm sure that I can't concentrate my studies if I go back. How are my final test??!! Omg! But I really want to go back... >_< Hope I really can pay more attention on my study... 

Well... final test is in the corner... 21 days more! * shyt * But what I'm doing here... Blogger, facebook, listen to song? ! Chui ah.... please behave pleaseee..... I begging u... What was your promise before you come to UTAR?! ( arrghh... Don't want talk anymore! )

Gonna shout again! *aaawwww* I'm getting fatter and fatter... Since I went back from KL, I promised myself should keep fit, diet, but well... Foods make me break my promised! *blaming foods* Nowadays fat than before...!! Must keep fit now! Diet diet!! Don't eat la weeiihh, U fatty! T.T

Today is 7月15 for chinese. It mean that today is Ghost Day... Hmmm.... I just know don't wear black shirt and go out at night. Hope you guys will beware... ^^

Mood still emo-ing..... recently...... >_<

又是华语~

华语，好久没用华语写部落格了。可是华语至少没退步，反而是我的国语，我竟然忘了 “早一点” 国语叫什么了，然后就用英文跟他说！我真的是超级糟糕！！

好了，不说那些了。不知不觉我在金宝生活两个月多了。不知道该伤心还是开心。以前三八多话的我变得不爱说话了。以前不经过大脑，想说什么就说什么的我，现在竟然要三思才能把它说出来。有时感到不爽或介意的事情。都只好静静不出声，免得惹别人生气。
唉~ 我真的不知道是我让自己变了，还是环境令我改变了。有时不是伤心，可是心里就是很想静静一个人哭泣。但我不能哭，我需要坚强！贞翠，不要哭！你不能哭！坚强点，好吗？（但那次在火车里，眼泪偷偷的留了下来......T.T )
我真的需要一个人紧紧的抱着我！给我一点信心！

好啦，不说伤心事了。
以前都听很多人说大学生活很轻松，可是我一点都不觉得，一个个的功课令我想要投降。一个未完成，另外一个又来了。烦死了！！可是现在至少做完了一半，比之前轻松了许多。
在这里，认识了好多好多的朋友。他们都很好，很可爱。真的很开心能够认识他们。
我不知道我真的喜欢上他了，还是对他比较有好感罢了，可是我知道，我必须马上停止这感觉！！（最近感觉自己对他没感觉了~XD ） [ 到最后，我最深爱的还是他，前男友 T.T ] 

去了吉隆坡两次了，一次是去找老好朋友，一次是跟家人去。感觉真的很开心。 看到了我的好朋友儿们，感觉就是不一样！多话的我又回来了！一直跟他们讲废话！哈哈~真的是打从心里的开心！然后又跟家人见面啦！一家人在吉隆坡，感觉好温馨~ 希望妈咪不再胡思乱想，再这样的话，我觉得我真的会停止在金宝读书，跑回家乡陪妈咪~

最近生病了。一直咳个不停，很讨厌的咯！发烧，伤风，什么都一起来完！真的很辛苦，可是还是要坚强，不要别人觉得我懦弱！（坚持得好辛苦... T.T )

好啦，不知道还想要写什么了~还有半个小时就要去上学啦。唉~真是无奈！再见咯....  <3