Rabbit = 2011

Last time,I always hope that I can faster out of this damn it school ! Yeahh, finally what I dream before had come true! Its 2011 and I'm 18 years old now(but not officially) and I can counted as FREEDOM! shout loudly** I can put down the stress of studying. No need to wear the boring School Uniform some more! No need wake up early in the morning! That was too great dude!!

But I was freaking boring everyday stay in the house. sigh* Luckily I still have my car's practicals~ If not,I would be rotten in the house soon~

Mummy called me go and grab a work better than stay in the house doing nothing, but I want to get my car license first,maybe I will working after Chinese New Year~

Oh Gost! I gain my weight as WELL!! Before that,I told myself to diet and keep fit,but what I had did? Keep eat,keep sleep and lazy did my exercise! sigh* (Chui,nothing can help u more~)

Its 2011 now,everybody said that, "New Year,New Life"... But what is my life in 2011? Feel that my luck will bad in 2011(read from horoscope book~) sigh again**

Would I be single in 2011? Feel that I will....hmmm....( I know sure got people say "won't de la~") haha.... But it really la... I really did not have any "春" now... Even one "春" also no! Maybe after going study just will find hardly! hehe....

Well, don't know what should I write more...Hearing those "old" songs,nice,full of meaning and relaxing.... ~~~

As Silly as my LiFe ~

First and foremost,I still left one subject (Mandarin) to fight! But for me,I counted as Merdeka already! Oh yeah! Felt so happy and excited. At least I did not have to burn mid night oil and study for the whole day! But holiday totally boring for me! Okay,I don't want to waste my holiday with non sense things! I decided to keep fit!! haha... But I don't know whether I can make it or not. Arrgghhh! I can't be lazy anymore! I want to let all people who look down at me feel that they all are wrong! hoho... *evil smile* Plus I want YOU to feel regret! Oh ya,I forget that I wanna take my car license too..hehe,hope that before Chinese New Year can get it...^^

Yesterday,mummy ask me to do well in mandarin paper. She said, next year got "OFFer" for teacher courses. Just to get 3 credit in SPM and mandarin have to credit too. Oh my god, I told her that i did not have any interested in teacher la... But she said,teacher have many holiday, plus the salary for November and December holiday also get pay too! Hello,I knew that,but I really can't care a children good! Maybe in someday,I smash children without any reason. haha... *sigh
Then,she asked me to apply nursing too! OH my god! Nursing? I silent straight away. Did not gave her any respond! haha.... Well,I think I have to wait result out just to decide what I gonna read and my future's road. Otherwise I really Can bang with my mummy with different opinion.

Erm, last night I heard some bad news about him again. Wow,totally speechless with him. I really felt so so so Glad and unregret that I walk away from that relationship! If I still continue together with him,I really don't know what I will be next. Maybe get whipping by him? haha... Oh ya,forget to ask him go and take part in Actor competition! Telling us the touch-est story and with some tears too! oh,feel pity on him la...Arrgghh! But I won't angry that you treat me in that way. I think you should realize with what you did towards me and your ex girlfriend! That why how you beg her she also won't back to your side already! And don't hurt my friend too! Just see yourself,what marketing you have? high marketing?!! Although your sales are high,but that doesn't meant your marketing high too! Please face to the wall and realize what you wrong! Don't know who will be your next "target" or sound FOOL?? Really felt so glad! ^_^

hmmm... I will at KL from 23 until 29 December. 25 or 26 will going to Melaka! hehe... Who wanna find me just give me a Sweet call~ ^_^
okay,it end... Miss Tan JiaYi asked me to update my blog,now you see it? Then know my life and feeling now? hehe...^^ Will update when free again...

Take a Break~

Huhu... 7 days!! 7 days to down! SPM is over after 7 days! how happy am I. haha... But I have to face the most difficult and challenging this 7 days! Give the damn hardwork on it. Try my best to pop it out! piss off!!! XD I don't think my result will good,but better than my monthly test I think~ Anyway,I had try my best! Daddy,Mummy, I'm so sorry if i can't achieve the result that you all wish to. Sister said she nearly die when teaching me chemistry! haha... but I really don't know wad... [SPM] how stress is it! You will never know the feeling otherwise you face it before! AArrrGGGhhhh!


Mr Loong...
Please do take care yourself. Don't work until forgot your meals! If you fall sick again,don't blame I didn't care you! haha...you know I am a cruel one! XD
Love you & Miss you~ ^^

Feel Bored~

Omg!! SPM is really really in the corner! But I'm still blogger at here. Recently really no have that mood to study la... haiz...just wait for dying!haha...XD

I miss him!! Although we just met just now...haha! But he is sick today! Hope he will recover as soon as possible!!

AARRGGHHH!!! I hate this keyboard!! So,just stop here! ^^

My Sweet 17th Birthday...^^

First of all,wish me a Happy Happy birthday~~ ^^
Well,I have my sweet and wonderful birthday yesterday!
I was so enjoyed % happy yesterday!

I went for tuition from 11am - 1pm~
Then ah peng,jing xiong,ah li and lay mei came my tuition place and we went out for our HAPPY HOUR!!
We when to Uncle's Chua and took our lunch,and jing xing,u really ate so much! XD
Then we went to A&W~
while waiting jing xiong going to find thing(a alasan from li), i sit down and wait for him~
then a Birthday Song suddenly sang by my friend. Jing xiong is taking a birthday cake and walk towards me!
Haha,i really shock because when at Uncle's Chua,they buy a muffin for my birthday cake,and i though it was!
While we taking photos,make a wish,cut the cake,then one more surprise gave by the A&W 's employees~ They gave me a free waffle cake for my present...haha
It's really so surprise and shock~ XD
After that we went to the beach and shir reen was just arrived! But lipeng was leave~
Next,we went to giant! Wadi is working at there as promoter~
Actually we want to sing K, but all the rooms are full with MALAYs~~
Jing xiong & li still lepak at giant,but lay mei & I decided went to mydin~
It's already 6.15pm and we went home after that~
(Thankz for Jing Xiong,Pui li,Lay Mei, Li Peng,Cheiw May & Shir Reen had accompany me celebrate my birthday in the evening! I really so happy and Frindship Forever ya! Love u all.....^^thankz for the bear too!It was so softy,I like it fur! XD)

Well,I had another celebration with another group of friends at night!That was my Family Members!! (Qing, Yan, Boon, Annie, Jia Yi, Kok hao & Chee Huey)
We went Uncle's Ng for our dinner!
When reach there,they straight away called me sit down and gave me a present.
Guess what,they give me Annie's pants! And Ah Boon wear it before~ haha.. But that just was a play gift~
One more time,a birthday song suddenly sang by them! Lau holding a birthday cake and walk towards me! haha...
Its was a Ice-Cream cake! Nice taste!! ^^
Then we decided going to heritage!
When reached there,they called me to close my eyes and lead me to a place~
Then they called me to open my eyes when reach the destination~
I saw Yan standing in front of me holding a big box and a "xiao Cao" plastise bag.
then she gave me the "xiao cao" plastise bag and that was gave by all of them!
I open it and it was a bag! Wow,its really so nice,i love it from my first sign!
then she gave me the big box and said this is a male friend gave u. Then my brain straight away think dao Ta Kai!! haha,i though he was joking with me say that he will give me a present,but then! haha... Inside the box were all the junk foods! OMG,i won't finish it,if i will,then a fatty chui will appear soon! haha...XD
Next,we take some picture at there,pose-ing,fun and enjoyed!
Thankz for all my Lovely Friends! I really like the present u all gave it to me, and hope our friendship will last forever! ^^ Love u all...<3

And I would like to thankz someone too... He bring me to a place that i never went before...OMG! Its so high lo,i think i will never forget the "adventure"! haha...
And thankz for your present too... ^_^

okay! My sweet 17th birthday was over with happy and fun! Enjoyed much much yesterday~ Thankz for all my friend ! I love u all.....^^


With Love:
-MissWhatever Chui-

希望你能反省~

你还是不明白你错在哪里~
当我看完你的blog时，第一个想法就是，这个blog好像我写会比较对~
尤其是这些话：
"When you don need me,where you will put me at...
Keep in heart de person is who....
I just felt i'm the one not get keep in heart...."
和
"I had prove this is what i get if i believe in someone or take all my true heart to treat someone..."
我觉得这两句话应该是我对你说才对吧？

可能你不知道我知道的事~其实我知道你背叛我的事很多，我只是静静，睁一只眼，闭一只眼，没跟你计较~可是你做得越来越过分，如果是你，我看你早就跟我翻脸了吧？
你想看吧，我们会这样对你，是我们的错还是你的错？你以为我们吃饱没事做，想找东西跟你玩？我们才没那么得空！

我不知道你说谁比你更会装，可能是我？好，当作是你说我吧~是！我在你面前可以好好的跟你说话，因为我总要面对着你，不管怎样，我还是得跟你说话！难道你要我用不客气还是很凶的语气跟你说话这才叫做不装吗？你想看脸色过生活，可是我不要！可以的话，我也不想这样，不过你做的一切一切令我对你彻底的失望！我也不知道应该用什么态度跟你说话，面对你~有些事，虽然我已经知道了，可是我还是故意的问你，当作我不知道，因为我想要听你的回答，再听你会不会说谎~如果真的因为这样你觉得我在装，那我说对不起！

你知道吗？当我知道你把我的事情不是真实的（编出来的）告诉他们时，我是真的吓到！而且不是一次！我没想到你可以这样背叛我~我不清楚你真正的目的，毕竟我不是你肚子里的虫~我也不明白为什么你要这么做，对你带来什么好处？说真的，我曾经真的有把你当作是我的最好朋友，也曾经真心的对你。可能你没感觉到，可是我们身旁的人都感受到~不过我对你的真心换来的事你的什么？你的谎言，你的虚假，还是你的利用？你知道吗？有一次，我不小心看到你的小书里写我是你的好朋友，我那时真的有点高兴，因为原来你也把我当是你的好朋友。可是现在想起，是你写爽罢了吗？你曾经对我真心过吗？我真的不明白，原来我是真的一点都不了解你，可是你也一点都不了解我~

yan写的东西，是叫你好好反省，看看你自己错在哪里？他只是好心劝你，却得到你的“嘲笑”？你真的是不知道自己错在哪里还是你装不知道？还有，我也不明白，一个背叛你的人，你都可以跟她那么好，你到底存着什么心？还想利用他吗？跟你说，他也不帮你了~

这一切的一切的来源‘都是因你而起~想看，如果一个人被一群人讨厌，那错的会是一个人还是一群人呢？我已经不知道要这样面对你了，也只好面带笑容跟你说话~如果你介意，那你就别跟我说话~还有，我们记得你的生日，不过我们都不想说，因为我们对你彻底失望了~他们根本都不想跟你说话，甚至一句话！好好想吧~如果你不满我这样写你，我也没办法了，这些都是我的心里话~不要再做我们对你讨厌的事了~

你也不需要说你自己是烂“坭”~或者是说你有多可怜~
我们不会对你同情，反而觉得你是在博同情~
对不起如果得罪你，不过我写的都是我和他们的想法~

机会 Chance~

分手前，请你记得要对我好一点，
分手时，请别对我说其实你很好，
分手后，请你记得我只是陌生人，
就算是，我的心中依旧深爱着你...

你我的相识就像是一场美丽的误会，
从相识，到相爱，最终成为陌生人，
最初以为你一定会是我最后一个情人，
最终才知道你不过是我生命中的过客，
时间到了，幸福完了，缘分也尽了，
才知道原来自己爱上了一个不该爱的人...

我是真的很爱你，只是你不懂得珍惜，
我是真的对你好，只是你不曾发现过，
我是真的不想走，只是你让我绝望了...

如果有一天，我对你提出分手，
我不会让你挽留，也不会接受你的挽留，
因为你不知道，对自己深爱的人说出分手，
是需要多么大的一份勇气...
你已经错过了应该珍惜我的时候，
在伤害已经造成了以后，才想对我做些弥补，
一切真的已经太迟了，
也只有我才会那么傻，
给你那么多次的机会，
让你一再地伤害我那颗脆弱的心灵...

或许你真的会改变，只是我已经不再相信了...

有些人你永远也改变不了的，或许有一天他改变了， 可他已经不再是你的,
有些事你永远也弥补不了的，或许有一天会变淡了，可伤害却一直存在着...

做我的男朋友真的很难吗？

做我男朋友不需要很有钱,够用就好了;
出手用不着很大方,肯为我花钱就好了;

不需要你多会说甜言蜜语,在我最无助的时候,可以给肩膀靠就好了;
不需要有多浪漫,晚上陪我到处走走逛逛聊聊天就足够了;

如果我们会走在一起,证明我们是相爱的.
我的要求不是很高,去逛街的时候,你会拉着我的手,看到熟人,能够和对方介绍"这是我女朋友"

当我们不在一起的时候,会常打电话,发信息给我.证明你有在想我,讲电话的时候,要多说话,我喜欢听到你讲,那样感觉你就在我身边,不许先挂我电话,我讨厌听到"嘟'嘟" 声.

不要说你很忙,那样只是证明我很自私,讨厌那种感觉,
看到靓女的时候瞄几眼就好了,不要流口水~

久别重逢的时候,记得给我一个拥抱,在我耳边说"我好想你......
我知道,我很任性,但既然你选择了和我在一起,你就应该学会包容我,能接受并指出我的不好,

我并不是一个自我为中心的人!
如果你觉得我哪方面不好可以说出来,但不可以忽略我;

我可以忍受你直接说不爱我,但是我讨厌你对我忽冷忽热;
我是人,有感觉,也有脾气,不要说我不喜欢听的话,要是我沉默了,那代表我不想再谈论那个话题,那么请你停止说.
我知道我脾气真的不好,但是要是你受不了,你可以同我说;

如果我选择了你,证明我是真的爱你,所以如果我有不好的地方,你也要说出来~
两个人在一起,就要相互信任,你可以有自己的私人空间,但是不可以欺骗我~

做我的男朋友，真的很难吗？ <3

Disappointed with Her~

我才领悟到，原来最有可能背叛我们自己的人就是 [ 好朋友 ]~！！ 我看透她了！以前的呵护，以前的帮助都是白费的！也许别人说得对，为什么我还要帮她说好话？为什么到现在我还要呵护她？她只是在利用别人罢了！我的答案永远都是，因为她是我的朋友，我相信她~但是每次我相信她时，她总是给我相反的答案，她总是骗了我。可我一次又一次的相信她，给她机会~ 本以为她已经改了很多，但我又错了！她还是她，正所谓 ”江山易改，本性难移“！ 每次她和朋友们发生事情时，她都会特别亲近我，可能要博取我对她的同情还是什么，我不知道，但她和朋友们很好很好时，她却和他们说我的东西，可能是坏话，我更不知道！说真的，她背叛我，出卖我很多次了，我只是当作无所谓，不在乎~可是她越来越过分了！今天我又发现她说出我的事情给别人了，当时我真的对她彻底失望了，什么承诺什么好朋友都是伪装出来的！她实在太厉害了，这里说一套，那里说另一套，见人说人话，见鬼说鬼话~ 有时我真的觉得她好"CHEAP",好贱！但她是我的朋友，不可能要说她的坏话吧？总是在别人面前帮她说她的好话，可是她却在我的背后说了什么话？真的对她太失望了，日后我不会再帮她说好话了！我不会在呵护她了！别人说她的坏话我也不会否认了~也许到现在她还不知道在她背后说她是非的人不只是她身边的人，而是她不熟更是不认识的！不想讲那么多，只好静静了~我也不会跟她说我的任何一个秘密了，对她再也没有了信任~ 当作是给我的一个教训吧！

PS: 朋友真的不能做得那么好那么亲，后果会令你更失望更伤心！

生活~

终于........我跟他讲清楚了~ 他好像明白了吧。 希望你不要怪我的无情~~对不起~~


奇迹！！ 当我看到他的生日日期时，头脑直接浮现 [ OMG!不可能的事！！] 他的生日尽然和他一样？ 世上没那么巧的事吧？ 跟我说那是不可能的事！ 不可能的！


最近生活中来来去去的人太多太多了~ 可能我需要安分守己了~ 不要再玩了！！ 可是这些让我忘了我前男友~ 我不再爱他了！ 哈哈~


[[ 上面说的是两个不同的人 ]]