Stand still or go away?

Last blog is about the sad case, and this so. Actually, what I'm really expecting from him?
This doesn't seen so okay for the few days. Quarreled, argued... What the heck is going on? Originally it looks really great and waiting hard for my trimester break, my birthday and his too. But, everything change since yesterday. I couldn't believe what makes our relationship change. The cases happened again and again. I was totally lost for this time.

I don't know what I want.
I don't know what I suppose to do.
I don't know how should I do.
I don't know.
I don't know.
I don't know.

First time crying on the phone and telling my mom about this. I can't stand still anymore. Exam make my emotion swing. And the relationship too. I was just too tired about everything.
Please, be nice to me! I just want to get my happiness, that's all !

*Crying over and over again*