我哭了~

Much much disappointed!! My parents never ask what I want to study and they called me apply all the school which have many malays!! I Don't like...okay??! They never care my feeling! They though that I want to study in expensive college / university because I wanna follow my friend! Excuse! This is my future and why I want to follow my friend? I know how to think already! Don't always talk about my last time history! Okay? I grew up already! I want to choose what I interested with but not just follow the road u gave it to me! I know we can't afford expensive school, so I never think that I want study at those school! I know if can,u want me to study at government school or politeknik, But I don't want waste my four or three years with malays around me! Do you know my feeling??! Every time when I try to talk about which school should I go, you two must always say I want to choose those expensive schools! And start to called me apply all the politeknik! And I never talk a word! When I talk with loudest voice, You sure angry and scold that I did not respect u... Hello, I just say out my opinions and disagree with what you said! I'm respect much towards u two! Please hear what I want to say,okay? Don't always though that I'm always wrong and don't know how to think! I think very clearly and I know what I want and what I doing right now! I don't want choose the courses that I dislike.. If u still want to call me take it,okay! I will take..!! I don't want to argue with u two again, I rather regret than argue with u two! Is enough for me! And some more, I don't want stay in KT anymore...!! As u say, You don't want to see my face again!!  T.T

我永远打不好我与家人的关系~The biggest problem in my life...!! T.T