He's...

The sentences above is persuading me! haha.. .
He messaged me few days ago. But I just pretend nothing to him and reply his messages. I feel " honour " with his courageous without any regret towards me. Maybe I should learn more from him. * pisSSss *  But the chatting end with my message! haizz...

Initially, I got my SPM result last week. But its seen too poor for me and I'm not satisfied with it. It shouldn't be that way! * argh * Everyone seen disappointed with my result included my parents. I've heard many critic and some encouragement from others. But luckily there is no fail in my result. * fuuSss * I hope there is no more regretful in my life, and I'll try my best for not being that way again! 

Well, I've apply Utar for my foundation. And I'm choosing study foundation in art. Since that the rumours said foundation is much easier than A-Level or From 6. Hope I will get into the University. Cause of the application, I've quarreled and argued with my parents after the release of SPM result! * gosh * The feeling was not good and I've to done all the things by myself. How independent am I !! haha.. *evil laugh* Now just have to wait for the answer from the university and my life began alike the life while waiting spm results. Freaking boring! * big sigh *  Hopefully I can get into the university and don't ever make my parents disappointed again. Have to change all the environment and friends around me. Should prove to them, they never made a wrong decision. * Hope so *


I felt rummy that no ones believes I was Single! Why?! It was really, I'm seriously! For sure I don't hope for a single life, but there is no ones suitable with me, and no ones chasing me now. So,single life never go away from me. Believe me! *sigh*


Nothing else can say. And it was almost 1am. I should have my nape now. Otherwise I will become a panda again. haha...
Oh ya, Today is 1-4-2011, and Happy April Fools day all... Have a nice fools with your friends or else I will fool u!! haha.... Good night!

我哭了~

Much much disappointed!! My parents never ask what I want to study and they called me apply all the school which have many malays!! I Don't like...okay??! They never care my feeling! They though that I want to study in expensive college / university because I wanna follow my friend! Excuse! This is my future and why I want to follow my friend? I know how to think already! Don't always talk about my last time history! Okay? I grew up already! I want to choose what I interested with but not just follow the road u gave it to me! I know we can't afford expensive school, so I never think that I want study at those school! I know if can,u want me to study at government school or politeknik, But I don't want waste my four or three years with malays around me! Do you know my feeling??! Every time when I try to talk about which school should I go, you two must always say I want to choose those expensive schools! And start to called me apply all the politeknik! And I never talk a word! When I talk with loudest voice, You sure angry and scold that I did not respect u... Hello, I just say out my opinions and disagree with what you said! I'm respect much towards u two! Please hear what I want to say,okay? Don't always though that I'm always wrong and don't know how to think! I think very clearly and I know what I want and what I doing right now! I don't want choose the courses that I dislike.. If u still want to call me take it,okay! I will take..!! I don't want to argue with u two again, I rather regret than argue with u two! Is enough for me! And some more, I don't want stay in KT anymore...!! As u say, You don't want to see my face again!!  T.T

我永远打不好我与家人的关系~The biggest problem in my life...!! T.T

什么就是什么...

很久没用华语写了，感觉我的华语快要“生锈”了！哈哈.... 

最近一直在寻找大学，不知道哪一间比较好，比较便宜。超烦的！也不知道应该拿哪一个课程。我应该读 business administration 还是 mass communication?? 还是读回 optometrist ?? 还是乖乖听妈咪的话，读政府学校或是读师训？aaaaa!! *shouted* 好烦阿！

成绩啊~成绩~你几时才要出呢？很想快点拿，不用那么烦，但是又害怕！*sigh*

不提那些了，讲别的。最近真的好无所事事，睡觉起来就开电脑上网，跟朋友出去吃东西，然后回家再上网。好无聊的生活！我有尝试去找工，可是没有一间要请我，要请的都不适合我. 对了，我最近去了英文补习班。蛮有趣的，很好玩！至少可以消遣时间。哈哈~~希望能学到东西啦！

不知道最近为什么，妈咪好像不想跟我讲话。很多次了，我问她东西，她都不要答我，等我问到不耐烦时，她就凶巴巴的回答我。结果我们就这样吵架了。我又没得罪她，发什么脾气哦？明明是她不回答我的！每次我开口跟她说话，她就用生气的语气回答我，甚至不回答我！很伤的咯！好像不想跟我讲话那样。算了吧....... 都习惯了......T.T   *big big sigh*

好啦~不知道要写什么了...希望大家能平平安安过每一天...尤其是属鸡的朋友，因为今年我们犯太岁哦~！