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我家男人~♥

2012-01-16T02:51:00.000-08:00

今天要来介绍我家男人的故事...

我家男人 >>>>> [ Jason 琪顺 ] , 今年( 2012 ) 21岁~
有点肥肥，所以都叫他肥猪！哈哈....没有很高，可是高过我(一点).... XD
脾气没有很好，可是最近都改了很多，希望不要三分钟热度哦~~
有点孩子气，比我更厉害撒娇~哈哈哈哈.......
有时啊有时，就是有时罢了，生气起来就像老虎一样凶，一样大声！还犯了我们说好的规矩！不过，气消后，他还是乖乖的跟我道歉，认错~乖嘛~~~~ 嘻嘻....
对了，忘了说，他超超超爱粉红色了~~我身为女生都没那么爱，他尽然...........汗！=.="

(寻找食物....肥！嘻嘻~）

我家男人啊，就感觉他与之前男友不一样，这次尽然跟妈咪承认~==
真的很不希望他像前男友一样，不告而别~ [ 真的很心痛..... T.T ]
虽然这次是远距离恋爱，不过还真的希望我们能持久，不要放弃，好吗？
就希望，只是希望，他会是我最后一个................ 希望.........而已....... >_<
三个月后的冷却区，真的很不想要！想到都怕了........真的很怕...........不敢再去想了....=(

[ 叫你拍张照罢了嘛，脸需要那么苦吗？哈哈哈 ]

bii 啊bii......很对不起每次弄你生气。我知道有时是我过分了点，可是就是会想嘛~~
谢谢你每次都那么宽容，包容我~
我知道你累了................ 就容许我任性一次吧~~好吗？
不要再让你感到失望~~~
答应我，我们要坚持下去，不要放弃对方，好吗？=）
我爱你...... ♥♥

我们的第一部电影 [ The Darkest Hour] sipek 的不好看~~哈哈

古怪表情~~没有image 料咯~~哈哈哈

Sushi King.... 两个人尽然能吃那么多~~~~（这餐输给我的~哈哈）记得吗？

Moo Cow , Tutti Frutti 和 Gelato Fruity(忘记拍下）两天吃三种冰淇淋~不肥才假~

正经，正常版~~~ 爱你~ ♥

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

我爱我家男人~~~ ♥♥♥

Lucky star...

2011-12-21T06:37:00.000-08:00

Hiiii....... Neglected my blog for N years already. Well, I left 6 days to my final exam! *awww* How fast is it ! And guess what, I haven't touch single of my books yet. Hmmm, Am gonna fail this time, especially my management! Please, study study study!! Please please....slap me! Wake me up....!! I can't be like this! Arrrggghhhh.... >_<

一对情侣在一起是因为什么？缘分？性格？还是玩爽？
对我忽冷忽热是因为没话题？可笑不？这是借口啊！
我干嘛又败在一个男人的手上？我说过我不要再被伤害了！我到底是这么啦？永远都被爱情打败？永远都得不到幸福~
就那一次，那一次的错误，造成现在的我？我不要！
我希望他是我的最后一个爱情，我不想再为任何一个男生掉无谓的眼泪！
可是，他真的会是我最后一个爱情吗？
我真的累了，对于爱情，我随便了。
他说他也累了，跟我在一起他很辛苦，难道我不是吗？可是我选择接受。
体谅？你就只会为你想，我呢？我不需要你的体谅吗？
脾气，是！我承认我的脾气比较难忍！可是那样的脾气只会在我依赖或相信的人才会有的！我也尝试改啦~ =(
有时你就是给我感觉你已经对我冷了，没感觉了，是我想太多吗？
你知道吗？有时你的语气，你的话，很让我心痛吗？每次都默默的流泪，你又知道吗？
真的好像大哭大哭一场~想要告诉你，我真的好心痛，好心痛，不要再对我那样了，好吗？
我想要有个人可以好好的爱我，疼我，我真的受不起伤害了~
我很笨吧？ =(

Oh ya... Tomorrow is 冬至 la... But I can't celebrate this special day with my lovely family. *sad* And I can't eat 汤圆 too! I miss my grandmom & mami ones... *sigh* For those who can celebrate with family, wish u 冬至快乐 Of cause also for those people who same like me can't celebrate this day. And and... Christmas is on the corner too!! Hehe..... But I have to facing my Final exam~~ How sad again!! But I wish I can have a Christmas present too!! Santa santa, May I have my christmas present? *finger crossing*
Last, wish u all Merry Christmas !! <3 <3

Smile.... =)

2011-12-11T21:53:00.000-08:00

最近一大堆烦人的事情通通往我身上压。真的很累~脸上的微笑也减少了，变得不爱笑了，也不说话了。有时控制不了自己的心情，摆出丑脸，另到其他人也跟着down了~真的很对不起，我也不想的。

有些事情，让我看开了。什么介意，在意，通通都丢进大海里了！不要再为小事莫名的不开心。也许伪装才是最好吧~深深的深呼吸，再对自己说：“看开点，其实这世界还有属于自己的天空。” 继续微笑吧~ =)

烦人的事，所谓船到桥头自然直嘛~不要再烦了.... 爱笑的你，去了哪里呢？

给自己的话：

用最开，最真的自己去面对一切。

不要贪别人的爱，多爱自己，也要学习爱别人~加油！=)

多少人能拥有天长地久的爱情？

2011-11-20T02:28:00.000-08:00

有我facebook的朋友们应该都知道我最近的心情是差到极点！对，哭了又哭~
对自己说，何必呢？值得吗？可是眼泪却一直掉下~
他.........并不知道....... T.T

我真的好烦哦~又是为爱情的事烦.... *sigh*
我真的对他的爱没信心了，内心的挣扎，让我一次又一次的犯下错误！
当初敷衍他的爱的人是我，如今爱上了，他却给了我敷衍...
难道之前都是我的错？是我赶走了自己的幸福？错过了一个爱我的人？
他一直都在报复，报复我之前怎么对他。现在他一一的换回给我！
爱我的男人，是这样吗？
有时觉得他对我还是有感觉的，可是后来他又伤害了我~
我真的不明白！如果你没感觉了，那你为什么那么在意我的事情？
难道就像你说的，是我想太多？ *Big Sigh*
你以为朋友就这么好做吗？朋友朋友！！
每次都说这句！你烦不烦啊？！

控制不了我心情！怎么办？
又怕失去，又舍不得！
真的好挣扎！放过我吧~~~~
爱情，真让人心痛.......

妈咪昨天跟我说了一个坏消息。她说我们的楼上邻居去世了。
而且不是一位罢了，是一对夫妻...
从小就每天看到他们两夫妻在楼下聊天，一起走路去附近的超市。
他们真的好恩爱。有多少夫妻还能像他们一样，永不分开？
活着时，他们在一起；去世了，他们也在一起。
希望他们能在另外一个世界更幸福，更快乐。
[ 节哀顺变 ] T.T

ps:
是你的东西，即使错过了，他也会回来，对吗?
不是你的，你再怎么哀求都不会再回来了~
<3

保持沉默~

2011-10-29T22:50:00.000-07:00

~~表面上装得若无其事，其实内心真的撑不住了。~~
~~伪装伪装伪装！我...............崩溃了~~~
~~很多事情明明很在意，很妒忌，我却安静了。~~
~~保持沉默是我的习惯吗？一向来不善于表达心意的我,难道错了吗？~~
~~做错了选择，我还能回头吗？我希望可以~~~
~~还剩几个月的时间！~~
~~贞翠！继续撑下去吧~~~
~~加油~~~
~~不是每一件事情都依你所望，别发白日梦了！~~
笨蛋！！ T.T
=(

Happy Birthday to me~ ^^

2011-10-28T03:26:00.000-07:00

18th Birthday post? hmmm....

Yeaa..... I have a great 18th birthday this year! I really happy and satisfied much!

First, is the Baba & Nyonya Family celebration. We celebrated earlier because most of them went back hometown that weekend. We had our dinner at 任你吃 steamboat restaurant. Then all of us went back to my house. When I was inside the room, suddenly they open the door and take a SUPER NICE + CUTE cake with singing birthday song. The cake was so nice... I Like it so much, NoNo, is I love it!! 有点不舍得吃哦~ Anyway, thankz so so much my dear friends!! Can be friend with you all is my treasure...<3 I appreciate much! ^_^

BaBa & Nyonya Family~~!! <3

Then the second celebration is with stream Y friends! They give me a surprise celebration at Kim Keong restaurant located at Kampar. It really not in my expectation! Thankz so much too!! Although we from different stream, but I hope our friendship will never end. I like to talk with u all, coz there were have no limitation talk with u guys! haha.... whatever thing also can say. It really happy~ ^^

Stream Y friends~~ ^^

Then then~~~ My housemate celebration!!! This is the most scary and shocked celebration! After celebrate with my stream Y friends, we went back home, then when I open my room door, my housemates take a cake standing in my room, they close the light somemore! OMG! It really shocked me!!! As you all know, I scare those thing de ma... hehe.......... Well, it also not in my expectation!! Ishhh~ Kena shock third time dy~ Thankz to my housemates!!! ^^

My Lovely Housematessss.... <3

Well.... we went to KL at the next morning. Then Lao come and fetch us at KL Sentral then straight away go to times square!! As we planned, we went to Neway for Sing K time!!! YEAHHH!! I was so hungry that time, so I keep eating, and Yan and JiaYi sing at that time. While I eating, then suddenly door open, and " Happy Birthday Chui" !! OMG!! Guess who !! I saw Zuwen,kokhao, qing and annie!! OMG!! I was so so so shock and unbelievable! I was so touch and surprise! And guess what, I'm crying?? My tears drop! Wow, first time ehh~ Family Member!! We finally Gather at KL!!! So happy!! Can't describe the feeling. Thankz super much!!! And Zuwen and KokHao, thankz a lot! U guys have to come from so far... I love u guys!!!! <3 <3 Friendship Forever as I always say it!!! ^_^ and sorry KokHao, Zuwen and Annie, I think I can't celebrate u guys birthday this year... I'm so sorry~ >_<

Family Members!!! ^_^ <3 Heart muchh!!

Girls part~~ ^^

Hmmmmm...... That was my 18th birthday!! How was yours?? I know it look like simple to u guys, but it meant a lot to me!! I Love all of my friendssssss!! *teehee* <3 <3

Joys around KL~

2011-10-03T09:56:00.000-07:00

From my facebook, u all sure can see where I was in this past three days!
Yea... KL..!! A place that full entertainment and FOODS!! XD
I ate a lot during that 3 days... Almost 4 - 5 meals per days!! Gain weight again liao lo! =(
But is okay! Come KL is to enjoy de ma~~ Go back Kampar just diet again!!! ( hope I can * finger crossing* )
Actually the purpose went to KL is to celebrate Ah Lao's birthday.. But due to my sister was not around KL that time, so I have to tumpang sleep at Pui Li's house... Sorry ya li, ma fan u liao~ >_<
As u all know, got pui li & ah lao, most of my time sure is EAT!! And yea, I was eating all the time!
And I really enjoyed so much! Although I gain my weight, but it worth!! ( not everytime ma...XD )
Now let the picture so the talk! >>>>>>>>

Plus One Shabu Shabu at midnight~ 1am ++

You can choose & take any sauce u like as it already charge u RM1...

猪骨汤~ <3

Take a picture before going Sunway Pyramid... ^^

One of my best friend when Form 1~ Kinda long time din see her..Miss ya!

Had our " High Tea " at Kim Gary...

Choose French Toast as my High Tea! Delicious...<3

Chatime... Hazelnut Chocolate + white pearl... <3

Then we went to cinema to buy movie ticket, thought that I can watch my Johnny English Reborn, but hell yea! The tickets were sold out! Whats??!! The movie was release half month ago but it still full with people? Aikks, I have no fate with the movie... * sobb...sobbb... * Then we went to a small stall outside the cinema, (ireland's potato~ ) Their french fried was so crispy! Nice...

After ate the french fried just remember to take picture.. U guys can go and have a try there...

Had a Green Tea Ice-Cream before go off from Sunway... It was not that tasty from the 1st bite, but it yummy after u try another bite! <3

Then had our steamboat at "pui li" 's restaurant...

QQ taofu... recommended by Pui Li... and it really Nice la... XD

The Next day....Times Square

Had our breakfast at 欢喜地... This really yummy, mun heng's ones...

French Toast again! But Kim Gary better... XD

Neway karaoke box!! Sing K time.... Woohooo~~

Sing sing Sing......

A surprise earlier Birthday to Ah Lao!! 他们送错了！haha... laugh die me! XD

Fei Fei de, Fat lao, Uncle Hippo, You you de!! Happy Earlier Birthday!! <3

鸡公煲~ Very spicy for me although only medium spicy~ But really taste good!! Located at Kuchai Lama...

SnowFlake... Finally I ate u!!! XD

While waiting my SnowFlake... I'm Lovin it~~ <3

Then I had my breakfast at JoJo's Kitchen on the next morning.. [ forgot to take picture again..=( ] It really nice than Face-to-Face noodle. Yummy.... And I still haven't taste my Tutti Fruity, Haagen Daze, Zanmai Sushi and etc.... I want to eat next time!! Promise yea... * small finger crossing... *

And lastly........................................................
My Birthday left 18 days!!! Muahahhaa......... <3
Will update again on that time, maybe~~ XD
Have a Nice Day everyone... ^@^

I'm on A Diet !!

2011-09-28T08:25:00.000-07:00

First and foremost, I would like to say........................
My Birthday is COMING soon~!! [ 22nd Oct] ( 24 days more<<< don't belasah me! I know kinda early to say this. ) But am always be like this every year! muahaha... Super SS~ Present yeaa... XD

Well, kinda bored in this passing two weeks. Nothing to do (or I should say I'm lazy to do...=) I'm kinda lazy..) Hmmm.... Semester 2, I thought it will be more fun than semester 2, but it's the same...* awww* Maybe just start my sem 2 hor.... * finger crossing* << comforting myself... :)
Then, I think my socialization subject will fail this sem! *awww* Lecturer & tutorial teacher all not the PRO! Hopefully I can "shun shun" in this sem... * praying praying*
Hope and wish wish wish would have any "miracle" happen.. Think too Much! XD Anyway, I'm still HOPING! ^@^

Then then thennnnn..... Errmm...........
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I have nothing to say......( don't kepok me again...XD )
I know I'm kinda lame... Cause I'm boring!!!
haha..... No fun No Life... =)

Oh ya oh ya, going to KL this week... (maybe... coz my sister not at home this weekend, I don't know where to stay... Wo sien!! =(
Then will go again on My Birthday!! All my friends that live at KL... I want to see you guys' Faces!! Hopefully... ^_^

Lastly,I want diet diet diet!! Can't gain my weight again!! Chui, you're fat enough already!! Diet la please... hor?? =) Don't eat too much liao! You break many rules dy! XD ( own rules ) Go jogging!! What is your purpose bring sport shoe to Kampar?? Don't you forget?? *aaarrgghhh*

Married again...??

2011-09-10T08:46:00.000-07:00

Hmm... Kinda moody this few day.

First of all, he told me he gonna married soon. You guys sure very curious, who want to married again? yea, same as me, why so many people want to married? Desperate? And why the guys must be my Ex(s)... even are two!

This time, tears drop inside the train, inside the car.. Its kinda hurt, is hurt deeply.

Anyway, congraz and wish u have a happy family. =)

I told my mom about this news, she said "so young want to married dy? " , " study finish dy meh? " ... First, i don't know why he want to married for the young age, 20 years old. Second, maybe gonna finish dy, he's studying diploma at Stamford College. Hmm.... my mom said nothing dy.. But on the next day, she come and sempit with me on my bed, then she ask, this bear (dudu) is he give ones ? I'm said "enn".... Maybe mom know I'm sad... Yes! I was! =(

Well, sem break now! I should enjoy my life, right? Cheer chui... ^_^

Don't hope going back kampar! Shyt! I wish I can stay at KT forever... I wish....>_<

Hope mom would be happy and healthy soon... I was regret with my choice now... I'm sorry...=(

Should hear you from the start! I was Stupid! Stupid!! Stupid!! :(

被遗忘的儿子~

2011-09-01T10:31:00.000-07:00

又再一次犯贱的开了他的面子书，肯定又不是什么好事情了啦~

[ 不好意思大家，又要你们读伤心事了~ ]

开了他女友的页面，看了照片....

Oppsss.....看到了不应该看到的东西!

我们的情侣寒衣，你却给了她穿。

她知道是我们的情侣寒衣吗？

你有告诉她吗？还是你一点都不在乎了？还是你忘了？

许许多多的疑问在我脑海里，我自己也给不了自己一个合理的答案。

驾着车，坐在她隔壁的你，幸福吗？

穿着我买给你的衣服，和我们一起选的项链，但称赞你帅的人是她，有没有觉得可笑啊？

这次没哭了，只有心痛！眼泪早已为你流到干了。无言了......

我们的儿子( DuDu )，你还记得吗？我是否早就应该把它给丢了？还是它只是我的抱枕而已？

每当抱着他，一定会想起你，我到底是这么啦？

大笨蛋！

被遗忘的儿子~

His girlfriend...

2011-08-26T10:54:00.000-07:00

终于的终于，我看到了！终于看到你说你很爱的女朋友了。女主角不是我的影子，她应该比我好很多吧？从你们的照片中，看得出你很爱她，我认输了，我彻彻底底的失败了。看着你和她的照片，每个姿势都和当年一样。你牵着的手，不是我的。如今，你还记得牵着我的手是什么感觉吗？你吻着她的脸孔，有没有一种熟悉的感觉呢？

眼泪终于忍不住掉了。已有一年多，没为你哭了吧。心情真的很糟！很想发泄，但不能！

如果我们现在才认识对方，你会像爱她一样爱我吗？为什么我一直深爱着你，而我对你而言只是一个在你生活中露过的陌生人？想起我们的回忆，真是可笑！不知应该说缘分还是当年我的“愚笨"!

好好珍惜她吧，不要让她成为第二个我。最后，勉强的祝福~ T____T

Till the max........

2011-08-25T09:37:00.000-07:00

No more to write...

No more to describe...

Heart-broken............

Till the MAX!!

T.T

Chui Zui, u really a stupid idiot "animal"...

Lolzz... !!

See my stupid blackie's eyes rim...>_<

And I'm got fat dy!! OMG!

T.T

See More...

2011-08-13T22:53:00.000-07:00

I'm such a lazy girl...!! *aawww* Opening my basic english's notes but it get neglect by me... Shyt! And yet tomorrow was the mid- term test for basic english!!

15 days left and I gonna back to my hometown! * happy* But something struggling me..* aarrgghhh* I don't know whether I make a good decision or not. Cause I'm sure that I can't concentrate my studies if I go back. How are my final test??!! Omg! But I really want to go back... >_< Hope I really can pay more attention on my study...

Well... final test is in the corner... 21 days more! * shyt * But what I'm doing here... Blogger, facebook, listen to song? ! Chui ah.... please behave pleaseee..... I begging u... What was your promise before you come to UTAR?! ( arrghh... Don't want talk anymore! )

Gonna shout again! *aaawwww* I'm getting fatter and fatter... Since I went back from KL, I promised myself should keep fit, diet, but well... Foods make me break my promised! *blaming foods* Nowadays fat than before...!! Must keep fit now! Diet diet!! Don't eat la weeiihh, U fatty! T.T

Today is 7月15 for chinese. It mean that today is Ghost Day... Hmmm.... I just know don't wear black shirt and go out at night. Hope you guys will beware... ^^

Mood still emo-ing..... recently...... >_<

又是华语~

2011-08-08T18:05:00.000-07:00

华语，好久没用华语写部落格了。可是华语至少没退步，反而是我的国语，我竟然忘了 “早一点” 国语叫什么了，然后就用英文跟他说！我真的是超级糟糕！！

好了，不说那些了。不知不觉我在金宝生活两个月多了。不知道该伤心还是开心。以前三八多话的我变得不爱说话了。以前不经过大脑，想说什么就说什么的我，现在竟然要三思才能把它说出来。有时感到不爽或介意的事情。都只好静静不出声，免得惹别人生气。
唉~ 我真的不知道是我让自己变了，还是环境令我改变了。有时不是伤心，可是心里就是很想静静一个人哭泣。但我不能哭，我需要坚强！贞翠，不要哭！你不能哭！坚强点，好吗？~~（但那次在火车里，眼泪偷偷的留了下来......T.T )~~
我真的需要一个人紧紧的抱着我！给我一点信心！

好啦，不说伤心事了。
以前都听很多人说大学生活很轻松，可是我一点都不觉得，一个个的功课令我想要投降。一个未完成，另外一个又来了。烦死了！！可是现在至少做完了一半，比之前轻松了许多。
在这里，认识了好多好多的朋友。他们都很好，很可爱。真的很开心能够认识他们。
我不知道我真的喜欢上他了，还是对他比较有好感罢了，可是我知道，我必须马上停止这感觉！！（最近感觉自己对他没感觉了~XD ） ~~[ 到最后，我最深爱的还是他，前男友 T.T ]~~

去了吉隆坡两次了，一次是去找老好朋友，一次是跟家人去。感觉真的很开心。看到了我的好朋友儿们，感觉就是不一样！多话的我又回来了！一直跟他们讲废话！哈哈~真的是打从心里的开心！然后又跟家人见面啦！一家人在吉隆坡，感觉好温馨~ 希望妈咪不再胡思乱想，再这样的话，我觉得我真的会停止在金宝读书，跑回家乡陪妈咪~

最近生病了。一直咳个不停，很讨厌的咯！发烧，伤风，什么都一起来完！真的很辛苦，可是还是要坚强，不要别人觉得我懦弱！~~（坚持得好辛苦... T.T )~~

好啦，不知道还想要写什么了~还有半个小时就要去上学啦。唉~真是无奈！再见咯.... <3

60's night

2011-07-02T12:46:00.000-07:00

Woohoo... Joined a special and the most first time night held by Utar - 60's night!
Everyone have to assume that we back to 60's!
Every guys wear like "nerd". Tie in the shirt with the long sock and wearing a rectangle spectacles . Look exactly back to 60!
The lady also didn't lost for guys too! They wear like a woman singing in the 百乐城 ( a social place for those rich tauke ) .

Many shows on that day, such as magic show, break dance, dancing 60's dance and bla bla... Besides that, we have our refreshment too. Many oldish sweets, biscuits were provide. Eat non stop because we are so hungry, and the foods not bad too... *good*

On top of that, there have four different station. They are kid's station, western's station, malay's station and 百乐城. I prefer tha kid's station. Many kid memory at there. Playing the toys and bla bla... *enjoyed!*

I really satisfied with the night. Rm25 is worth for me! hehe.... Hope will have such night again with the different theme. Halloween night!!

Here are the pictures of the night....:

me & xiao bai.... (before going to the night...)

wan er & me....

Emily & me...

before going... ^^

Wan Er & Yan

Benny!!

4 leng luiss.... XD

60's car...

Stick u!!! XD

60's toys...

kiill u!!!

Malay in 60's...

Yoko & Manggo Yuan... 2 leng luis...

doing silly face... hehe

百乐门

Okay... find out more in my Facebook!! 60's night.... <3
Enjoyed much much and hope my next night will be Halloween night... >_< *excited*

Gonna burst soon....T.T

2011-06-18T21:18:00.000-07:00

I miss my parents...
I miss Papa and Mama...
I miss my son... Dudu...
I miss everyones...

Yea, maybe I'm homesick now...T.T

I miss all of u all....... Seriously... *crying*

I miss him...
Honestly, I really miss him...
But he gonna walk a beautiful way with his beloved...
He gotta married soon...T.T
Hope you two will sweet love till the end of the lifetime...
Wish you and your beloved....
<3

I know I shouldn't miss him....
But I really can't control myself....
Feel wanna cry loudly!!
I stupid! I idiot!! I'm fool!!

Bye......

Uni's Life

2011-06-03T04:19:00.000-07:00

As you all know, I had change my course. From business change to mass com. What I anticipated before was wrong. Totally different. The general maths make me the most irritated! Its all about additional maths and even hard than that! My gosh, I HATE add maths so much. I thought it would be simple maths just like moden maths, But I was wrong! Beside that, I facing hard way in account too. I don't know what teacher taught about. I really scare I couldn't catch up them. *sigh* I was so struggle when wanna change my course. I scare I will regret after change it. *big sigh* But better than facing to the subjects I dislike, right? *persuading myself* Hopefully I won't regret but love my new course!! *wooohoo*

Yann going KL yesterday. So I alone in the room right now. Don't know what can I do except facing the laptop. Took maggi as my brunch just now. *haha* I don't know what can I do in this three days...!! For those who wanna visit me at Kampar, I will most welcome you!! haha....

Tonight will go and have my dinner with my new friend, Jazzxiu, her nickname is NaNa. From the first sight, I thought she was a quiet girl, but after I know her, she talk more than me,haha... Got 6As in her spm, science 1 student. Never in a relationship before. Hmm....not bad huu?? If compare with me, I sure will close my face first! Hahahaha...

Okay, share some pictures in Kampar's life...

Bigger than KT ones...haha

Her first time, and she enjoyed with it...haha...

when orientation...

He is trying to act Cute....XD

Dim Sumsss.... the shop name 港轩,nice name right?

Starbucks~ ice blended chocolate! <3

Hii....^^

Lok-lok, Bbq and steamboat buffet~ <3

Chicken bread...面包鸡 min pao kai...curry flavour...

After cut the bread, we found curry inside...Lolzz...XD

We just have 4persons, but the vege serve like we have 7-8 persons...

Cocktail...3 for Rm15

Each a cup... There have more choices compare with KT(mydin) ones...

This is what I learn in general maths...Lolzz...can you guys see that? ><

Personal "syok sendiri" 's pictures....hehe....

This is what I got at here...... Panda Eyes~!! >_<

Big head...lolzz....XD

Bored....><

acting...lolzz...haha

Okay....end of post~ welcome again...haha

Live in Kampar

2011-05-29T05:57:00.000-07:00

Sorry for my laziness to update my blog.
So am blogger at here again in different place! That is Kampar Perak.. I reached here a week ago, and found that what I was anticipating is turn to disappointed. The sun was so fierce and I was sweating non stop everyday. *huh*
And the distance between my hostel and my university are so far. We have to revolve the big lake just can reach my Uni..!! *Shyt* That day Yan and I walk back from Uni since that was no bus at that time, unless we wait for another 45mins. We spent half hour just reach our hostel. We were so exhausted! And know what! We had black!! * big big sigh *
But here have so many foods to eat. And its was so cheap. Even cheap than KT. We bought a pack of char kuey tiaw just cost Rm1.50 only. Can you imagine that? Can you found any stall which sell Rm1.50 of mee in KT? No , right? We were shocked and thought we heard wrong. XD

I still didn't buy my bike yet, wondering have any second hand bike sold by any senior. If I still can't find it, then I will buy a New ones! Here was seriously need a transport. At least a bicycle. I was so Envy with those who own their car at here. Hoping I could found a boyfriend or friend which have car at here.. hahahha! So that he/she can fetch me to everywhere. *evil laugh*

I will start my class tomorrow. Excited plus nervous! Don't know what will happen on my first day in class? Hopefully I can know some new friends. and I can owning a good lecturer! ^^

Homesick? Hmm.... Not so much, But I miss my home too! My parents and my son, DuDu!! I miss him very much. I miss his smell. *aawww* And I miss my friends too. Hope you all miss me too! hahaha! I know I'm quite independent, but sometimes tough will become weak too. But I know I have to suit myself at here no matter I like or dislike the environment at here. Because I want to study but not entertainment. Hope I will fall in love with this place! <3 <3

Okay, that's all for my life since I was at here. Update again if got time... hehe.... good luck for me and all of u! ^^

Leaving.....

2011-05-22T10:16:00.000-07:00

In a flash, am going to leave my home sweet home tomorrow!! Times flies!! *aaawww*

I stay in KT for 17 and half years and am now going to leave here already. Although I will come back again, but I know everything will change. I have to learn how to independent. Everything have to solve and done by myself. No more mummy helps me!

The feeling was so bad. I started miss my son(dudu) , my lovely parents and everything that stay by my side for almost 18 years! I don't know whether I can suit myself at a new place or not, but I hope I will. *sigh*

Mummy,please don't always quarrel with me,okay? I know in your eyes I was a stubborn child compare with sisters and brother, but sometimes when I request something from you, that mean I really need it. Just support me whatever thing I want to do. I just want your support and agree with me. I had grown up, I know what to do. Please do believe me.... I love you,mummy... and dad too! <3

Most of my friends are separated now. But I hope we will always keep in touch. I will always miss you all! Take care everybody! Heart lotsa!!! <3 <3

And I hope I will be more mature!! ^^

Married soon!

2011-05-05T11:59:00.000-07:00

Today morning got mummy messy and woke up at around 10am. Then wash up and took my breakfast. Curry mee, my favorite!! :) But I remembered my cough, then I asked my mom, Why you buy curry mee? I'm cough! Then she said, don't eat then.... LoL...how come I don't eat! So I just ate! hahaha.... *evil laugh* :O

Actually mummy promised accompany me buy some formal shirts and things that wanna use when in college later, but she FFK me... Lol... I already prepared done just wait for her, then she said she don't want go already. And gave me the reasons of she tired and the weather is hot. Plus my brother said that he wants to use car! No idea, so cancel, postpone until next week, cause she going to kuantan tomorrow.

At the night, I going Ee-Lynn's house. She organizes a small steamboat party! Only 9 persons attend ,they are yizen, yan xin, lay yan, li ting, bear, pin han, yen ming, ee-lynn and me!!! But enjoyed much! We gossip non-stop until the time was almost 11pm. ( We like gossip much!! ) haha...:p

On the halfway of the party, my shoes was gone! And it been hide by yenming!! LoL... Hide behind the tree and get me saw it! haha....=)

About 11pm++, we went home dy~ then we decided going Sweets and Treats tomorrow night! Hope can On la...Cause I wanna go for so long dy! *yiipee*

she syok sendiri with singing 我是一只小小鸟~

me & yan...:)

See their pattern when sit down~ So don't get their appearance lie~ haha....XD

Sexy girls with sexy pose~ * fiiwii*

Do our eyes look bigger? haha....

I'm so fat!! ( copy from someone we dislike so much! XD)

Aaa!! I'm so vexation! Don't know which guy I should choose!! haha....XD

Hmmm.... I should be happy I open my laptop again after shut down it or feel regret? He got girlfriend already and gonna married soon! What the F!!! :(

But I don't think will success la...the wedding sure will cancel off!! Muahaha... *evil laugh* Not I cursing them, just because I don't expect he will manage it! After saw the girl's facebook, my mind not appear jealousy, but think that the girl get lie by him! Lol... why I so mind? she get lie also not my business la. Don't know la... feel very rummy. The girl not from Kt ones,but far from Kt.

Then he find me and chat just now, but only few words la, chat non-sense! haha... Tot he wanna invite me go his wedding. haha....* laugh *

Anyway, he not my boyfriend now, and I just hope to find a better boyfriend. No other request more. But my suitors not suit with me now, just miss him when bored. Lolzz.... ( the status is write him, But he not my type, so consider no 男人 lo! XD)

k la.... I also don't know wanna write what already~

Bye.... Feel tired . Gonna sleep soon...><

Vexation Life...

2011-05-03T09:46:00.000-07:00

Recently picture!! Getting fatter and fatter....*sigh*

Staying in the house for the whole day. Wake up then eat, after eat then online. Till tired then sleep. What a good life I owning! But its freaking boring. Plus the whether hot until can't describe. Even the fan facing to me, I still can feel the hot and sweat all day long. Can you imagine how hot is the whether at Kt? Many KL's friends hoping that don't rain anymore, but I wish here could rain for the whole day! If the rain still didn't fall, I think KT will drought soon. haha...

I dislike the medicines! Its have side effect. My face will pain when touching it. I don't know why, but my sister told me that it was the side effect of the medicines. Gosh! Medicine should cure the person but not poison them, not? Hmmm..... Plus my cough become more worse. Cough non stop till I bother with it! * aarrghh* Hopefully I can recover soon. *prayy*

Just now my sister suddenly told me that, " I know your Ex Bf is same form with me, right? " I stunned awhile and look at her. I speechless don't know what should answer. So I did not recognize her. Just did like don't know. haha.... Then she said, don't find a guy like him la, find a guy who can owning a car and can maintain his life well. Again, I did not answer her. haha....XD Hope I can find a good guy too... hehe....

Oppss, I did not upload the picture at the last last post because lay mei doesn't send it to me yet. So I upload it at here.
This is the another girl I love so much! She was so mature compare with others. When the "crying time", she doesn't dare to facing me, maybe shy and don't want I saw she cry. haha...

And hor... Please don't misunderstanding me just because I post some grieved song and broken-hearted sentences. I just felt bored. No bf now...single and non available for temporary. haha.... ^^

Okay,is time to stop now. Thankz cause of taking your time reading my blog.
[[ Live for your own but not others... ]]

Friends...

2011-05-02T10:10:00.000-07:00

Early in the morning, my sister woke me up. Telling me that I have to go hospital now! Gosh, so early! With the lazyness, I go to the bathroom and wash me up. Then mummy coming back and bring me go to the hospital.

When reached the hospital, the people can describe as "people mountain people sea". Freaking many people in the hospital. No wonder cause hospital payment is lowest than private clinic. No idea, I have to go big hospital as my sick can consider as critical already. Just because the EAR! *aarrgghh*

Luckily my aunt help me from the " back door" so I can skip the first queue up. Then go to the second room. Gosh,waiting almost one hour just can see the doctor. *ishh*

Then the doctor asking me what is my problem and I told her my ear problem and my sickness. Then she took out a long and thin cylinder with a camera. Then put into my nose to see the thing inside my nose. Its really disgusting and "geli:. My tears drop out. *haha* Then she said that cause of sneezing and it related with my ear and it clog! So that my ear like have water inside that. hmmm... then she don't know type what inside the computer and blablabla~ The doctor seen like just graduated cause she don't know to spell a word and she ask her friend . I just like stun at there, same as my mom too. LoL... =_="

After that, I going downstairs and take my medicines. But they spend almost another one hour to pack up my medicines. No wonder! Government's staff always like that! When she give me my medicine, I just like shock awhile, why so many? haha... Four type of medicines! One is for gargle ones, another one is spray, and other two is eat ones. *sigh* Cause of sickness,I have to eat! Arrgghh!!!

Okay,skip that!

Today, 3-5-11. All my friends who are going to study at TARC is starting their courses today. Hope there will be everything smooth and all the best to you all. Study hard and study Smart! Go forward for your another future! There always be the way if you never give up.

Of course I miss my Family's members much! Five of them are at KL now. Take care all of you! Heart and miss you all!! and I spend don't kow how many hours to do the slide show. I know its lousy cause I still a newbie as I never done it before. haha... But it full with my trueness and loving. Hope you all will like it and remember our friendship! We will together last longer!! Friendship Forever! Heart you all! <3 <3

The first slide show:
Click here to see the Slide show...

and this is another slide show without song...
The second slide show:

With Love:
Miss Whatever Chui.

Kindergarten's camp..

2011-05-01T08:55:00.000-07:00

Blogger! Here I come! *TeeHee*
So long didn't update because related with my busy routine life. Seriously I was so busy recently. From morning until night did not stop doing my works.
First,doing promoter at Mydin on Friday and Saturday. Then going out until late of the night just back home.
Then going to Fo Jiao Hui wash all the blankets and dry the pillows. From 8am in the morning until 7pm then going eat with friends until 10pm. When back home, I feels so unwell. And yea, I sick! *Suffer*
Fever + sore throat + sneezing.. all come in Ones! oh Gosh! Even I put KoolFever on my forehead also useless.
On the next morning, sore throat become more worse! And my "sexy" voice came out! haha! Oh ya,and my left ear become something wrong already. Its not balance when hearing everything. When ones talking to me, I hear it like they whisper with me. How suffer I was! *DISLIKE* Then my dad call me go to the hospital check what was the problem, but I told him I have a camp held on the next day. No other way,so he call me go after I come back from the camp. And my sickness last longer for one week. haha...

Okay, stories about the Kindergarten's Camp. Its held on 29th and 30th April 2011. And its open for 6, 7, 8 years old kids. Because the camp, I was sick and even become more worse! But am was happy! Honestly, it really tired sometimes, but I think all the hard work and suffering are worth!
From the camp, I learned a lot! Teamwork is the most important! And it taught me not to give up on the halfway. It also taught me how to care a kid with tender. There were so many cute cute kids! And I like them sooo mucchhhh!! <3 <3

He is 工委~ And he keeps on told me a lot of Lame Jokes...haha...He very cute too!

On the first day...

Playing 大风吹~

Games Time!!! XD

Dancing time! Everyone enjoyed dancing...^^

After eat have to wash dish! *wash wash wash*

My group!! Butterfly! ^^

Cute Girl...^@^

She was so cute with her chubby face! I Like her soo much!

Vianne and Me...^^

Another cute girl. Everyone's "favorite" ...haha

Two Lilzz girls!! And everyone love them soo muchh!! <3 included me! XD

Lastly, all of us! Miss ya...<3

I really enjoyed much from the camp! They were soo cute! haha...
okay, thats all for today!
See ya for the next blog!
And happy Labor Day!! ^^

18-4-2011

2011-04-18T10:49:00.000-07:00

I was so busy recently. Have to fill up all the forms, such as UTAR's forms, Yayasan's form, scholarship's form and etc... And they need verify all the copies, so I have to go school again!

I actually have a date with Lay Mei today, but she FFK me with the reason she headache. Okay,its okay, take care.. So we postpone our date to tomorrow. Then mummy suddenly ask me about the UTAR's medical checkup. But I told her I didn't go yet. So,got her scold again and she brings me go to the hospital about 2pm. Once again, I ffk Lay Yan's date that I should accompany her go to do her things at 3pm. Very sorry, its was out of my planning... * sigh *

Then, mummy and I went to the hospital nearby my house there,but the people told me that medical checkup only held in the morning. * speechless * Okay,then I plan go at tomorrow morning. After that bring my mom to Giant as she wants to pay the bills at post office beside Giant. Then went back after that.

Tonight have date with my family's members at DV. *yipee* But I have promised my friend go out tonight. Gosh, have to plan again! So I going DV with my family's members, then Yan say wanna go Giant buy blanket all that things. But he reached giant before I parking. So I follow him and didn't tell bye with my friend. I'm so sorry...><

Then we heading to Zies Corner. Chit-chat around 2 hours plus. Then yanxin decides go Hot-Hot. Then we go there at 11pm. Chit-chat again.( Many things can talk,haha) About 12am, we going round round at Pantai Teluk Ketapang. Then we going manir too.. Just to have a look his house. haha... But unfortunate, he was not at house. Don't know where he go. * sigh * Then daddy start calling and I was back home at 1am. haha... Not bad huh~ * happy *

Arrgghh, tomorrow I have to wake up before 8am! But I'm blogger now! ( 1.46am) haha...
Tell you, today had something make me feels rummy, I don't know how to say. Just feels it disgusting! haha... K la...going off more awhile. ~~Hope she won't so stupid.~~
Good Night all....^^

He's...

2011-03-31T09:46:00.000-07:00

The sentences above is persuading me! haha.. .
He messaged me few days ago. But I just pretend nothing to him and reply his messages. I feel " honour " with his courageous without any regret towards me. Maybe I should learn more from him. * pisSSss * But the chatting end with my message! haizz...

Initially, I got my SPM result last week. But its seen too poor for me and I'm not satisfied with it. It shouldn't be that way! * argh * Everyone seen disappointed with my result included my parents. I've heard many critic and some encouragement from others. But luckily there is no fail in my result. * fuuSss * I hope there is no more regretful in my life, and I'll try my best for not being that way again!

Well, I've apply Utar for my foundation. And I'm choosing study foundation in art. Since that the rumours said foundation is much easier than A-Level or From 6. Hope I will get into the University. Cause of the application, I've quarreled and argued with my parents after the release of SPM result! * gosh * The feeling was not good and I've to done all the things by myself. How independent am I !! haha.. *evil laugh* Now just have to wait for the answer from the university and my life began alike the life while waiting spm results. Freaking boring! * big sigh * Hopefully I can get into the university and don't ever make my parents disappointed again. Have to change all the environment and friends around me. Should prove to them, they never made a wrong decision. * Hope so *

I felt rummy that no ones believes I was Single! Why?! It was really, I'm seriously! For sure I don't hope for a single life, but there is no ones suitable with me, and no ones chasing me now. So,single life never go away from me. Believe me! *sigh*

Nothing else can say. And it was almost 1am. I should have my nape now. Otherwise I will become a panda again. haha...
Oh ya, Today is 1-4-2011, and Happy April Fools day all... Have a nice fools with your friends or else I will fool u!! haha.... Good night!

我哭了~

2011-03-04T08:38:00.000-08:00

Much much disappointed!! My parents never ask what I want to study and they called me apply all the school which have many malays!! I Don't like...okay??! They never care my feeling! They though that I want to study in expensive college / university because I wanna follow my friend! Excuse! This is my future and why I want to follow my friend? I know how to think already! Don't always talk about my last time history! Okay? I grew up already! I want to choose what I interested with but not just follow the road u gave it to me! I know we can't afford expensive school, so I never think that I want study at those school! I know if can,u want me to study at government school or politeknik, But I don't want waste my four or three years with malays around me! Do you know my feeling??! Every time when I try to talk about which school should I go, you two must always say I want to choose those expensive schools! And start to called me apply all the politeknik! And I never talk a word! When I talk with loudest voice, You sure angry and scold that I did not respect u... Hello, I just say out my opinions and disagree with what you said! I'm respect much towards u two! Please hear what I want to say,okay? Don't always though that I'm always wrong and don't know how to think! I think very clearly and I know what I want and what I doing right now! I don't want choose the courses that I dislike.. If u still want to call me take it,okay! I will take..!! I don't want to argue with u two again, I rather regret than argue with u two! Is enough for me! And some more, I don't want stay in KT anymore...!! As u say, You don't want to see my face again!! T.T

我永远打不好我与家人的关系~The biggest problem in my life...!! T.T

什么就是什么...

2011-03-02T09:00:00.000-08:00

很久没用华语写了，感觉我的华语快要“生锈”了！哈哈....

最近一直在寻找大学，不知道哪一间比较好，比较便宜。超烦的！也不知道应该拿哪一个课程。我应该读 business administration 还是 mass communication?? 还是读回 optometrist ?? 还是乖乖听妈咪的话，读政府学校或是读师训？aaaaa!! *shouted* 好烦阿！

成绩啊~成绩~你几时才要出呢？很想快点拿，不用那么烦，但是又害怕！*sigh*

不提那些了，讲别的。最近真的好无所事事，睡觉起来就开电脑上网，跟朋友出去吃东西，然后回家再上网。好无聊的生活！我有尝试去找工，可是没有一间要请我，要请的都不适合我. 对了，我最近去了英文补习班。蛮有趣的，很好玩！至少可以消遣时间。哈哈~~希望能学到东西啦！

不知道最近为什么，妈咪好像不想跟我讲话。很多次了，我问她东西，她都不要答我，等我问到不耐烦时，她就凶巴巴的回答我。结果我们就这样吵架了。我又没得罪她，发什么脾气哦？明明是她不回答我的！每次我开口跟她说话，她就用生气的语气回答我，甚至不回答我！很伤的咯！好像不想跟我讲话那样。算了吧....... 都习惯了......T.T ~~*big big sigh*~~

好啦~不知道要写什么了...希望大家能平平安安过每一天...尤其是属鸡的朋友，因为今年我们犯太岁哦~！

Bunny Chinese New Year - 2011

2011-02-19T23:22:00.000-08:00

Well, Chinese New Year was over..! That was too fast. *sigh* Still not enjoyed enough yet....>_<
Between, on the first day of CNY, my house usually make an open house, and this year is the same too...
Mummy had prepared some foods, such as, Nasi Dagang & Rojak Betik. And orderded Nasi Minyak and Satay too. Then at night,we have a small BBQ and Steamboat party.
Let the pictures describe all.....

Decoration competiton at Kampung Cina...

It me on the first day of CNY...

Do we look alike?? (not at all...XD)

Then at night...started our BBQ...!!! ^^

use the aluminium foil and leaves to panggang!!

stingrays...(ikan pari)

Mackerels...

BBQ with mantao??

stingray is done! Hot & spicy....

Stem crabs! Everyone favorite...

Sister and cousin with our lovely grandmom...^^

Busy wrapping my food....

Skillful...muahaha!

Chocolate cake and watermelon...nice.!!!

My new house...<3

Sotong with chili paste! (my favorite...!!)

prawn samples..get some!

She ask me to take this picture...haha

Cny had over and I should not play anymore... starting to find a job. Hopefully will get it....><

Recently ♥

2011-01-28T21:45:00.000-08:00

First and foremost, I got my Car License already !! *happy* I was so happy and excited, keep see my license and smile happily.. On the second day I got my license, I already drive out! OMG! That freaking fast and I no need get my Family's license. haha *evil laugh* The very first passengers are Lau & Kok Hao, then Jing Xiong & Pui Li.. Still remember that they were so scare, keep shouted and never close their eyes..! haha... ( Fang Xin la, Chui very geng de,as pui li say,this is my Style..! XD) Finally I can drive out without beg to my family to fetch me out. By the way, I will be careful when driving and hope that every journey will be safety.

Well, recently he find back me. Called me talking non sense and I give a cold respond for him. Last night he called me again. Told me the reason why last time he treat me in that way. But I did not have the heart to hear and his every reason like an excuse for him. So once again, I gave him a cold respond and straight telling bye and close the phone. haha....!! I know I was too cruel to him, but when I thinking the way he treated me, I can't pretend good to him. *What I had lost is same as what You lost too !*

Five days left is the coming day of Chinese New Year! *yeeePeee* Busy cleaning the house, making some biscuits and bla bla bla..... Hope everything will be smooth in this year and have a best luck for me and all of you..!!

Between, Valentine's day are coming soon too.. Oh Gosh! I did not have my partner yet! *sigh* God, YOU are too cruel to me !! haha... One more year I will celebrate with my friend, I think** ~~Hope to get a boyFriend...~~♥!!

Life Goes On (Part II)

2011-01-20T07:18:00.000-08:00

Initially, after the gathering.....We have our lovely Bei Xiiao's birthday(15-1-2011) !! Once again, I went to Zie's Corner at 10.30pm after ate my dinner with my family at Gossip Kitchen! Accompany her pass her birth until 12am...On the next day, we had Mongolia steamboat as our Dinner. PuiLi prepared many added foodsss. And we eat until can't even stand up...like me! *sshhh*

Then, we decided went to Mumbai since we din have any place to go. Otherwise,we have to back home..... Took some pictures at there between we opened some sparkling too! XD

I spend almost 15minutes to open a sparkling. Muahaha!! About 12.30am, phone started ringing (call from parents..) but I still don't want to back home. At last,I get phyco by chee huey going to Manir...zzZZ...

When at Pui li's house, I had an Evil planning!! How bout we going out Yum Cha?? bhahaha!! Then we decided went to Hot Hot. Unfortunate, Hot Hot is close dy. 1.30am** Then we went to Gong Badak there. Hopefully to get a mamak stall that still open,finally,we found it! Chit-chat at there untill the mamak stall almost wanna close,and the time was 3.30am!

By the way,its almost 4am and Mcd have their breakfast dy.. So we decided going Mcd having our Breakfast! Then chit-chat at there for another 3hours. Its 6.30am! Pui li had her decided again! She wants to eat the fried chicken at Primary School. So, we went to Primary School for our next meal. Jing xiong & Chee huey was exhausted & tiring dy! Keep call us faster back home. But we girls are still full of energy! haha...

Then we went back at 7am++. On the way we wanna back Manir, Pui Li said: Howbout we going Duyung take some pictures?? Oh Gosh,how tiring all of us, but happy is the important! So we went to Duyung and took some pictures. The wind was so cold.. I never went to Duyung early in the morning! *excited* We all took pictures with our Panda Blackies Eyes!! muahaha... Between that, Chee Huey had created a nice nick name for Manir's people....

[ ~~Manir Giler~~ ]

After bout 30minutes,we finally reached Manir! Xiong's parents was wake up already and we still haven slept yet! Then spend another one hour see the "one million star"... Then I follow Pui Li went home since all her's family members was went out dy. We have our pig sleep......!! Bout 3.30pm, stomach going make sound dy. So we went to eat Nasi Kukus in front of KTS. By the way, I went home at 5pm++.... Freaking tired & exhausted! I have my lazy sleep on my bed again...

Welll, Pui Li 's memorable birthday ever! *rocksss*

The pictures of the dayss...

Busy Eating....

Happy Birthday Bei Xiiao~

The Girlsss...

Eight of Us....^^

Enjoyed muchieee...

Next update will be Chinese New year..~~*think so*~~

Hope you Guyss will happy and cheer the day long...

I wish I could meet with a Super Mocho guy...!!! *HeeEeee*

Life Goes On (Part I)

2011-01-20T05:13:00.000-08:00

Gosh!! Having a dead blog here. Recently gonna rotten at house already. But luckily my friendS save me from the Survive! muahaha! Keep hanging up, Yum Cha... Since the started of 2011, I did not story about my life yet.

Well, Qing having a BBQ party at her house last last week, I forgot the date dy. That day I had break Self Record. Almost 2.30am I just back home... *bad girl* By the way, I eat and have fun lotsa!! BBQ the fish with the honey, bbq sauce, black pepper... That was freaking Sweet coz of too much honeyyy!!! Laugh non stop with Friends. We enjoyed much like having our gathering after many year of separation. As usual,after eating, surely we will Lepak in K-room!! I choose some oldish song since I love them muchie!! Then, a surprise belated birthday party to the cutiest Jiayi mei mei. Once again, Yan and Qing have their Evil plan.......... Bang the cake with jiayi face! haha... Oh ya,I forgotten someone!! Special one.....Lau Chee Huey! How damn him, pakat with Qing lie all of us! He is back... and I gain my weight as well, but happy that our family members will not separate again...^^

Here some pictures of the day.......

FoodSss of The Day~

The Leng LuiSs...!!

A-plus ♥

Happy Birthday Jiayi...

All of Us...!!! *say cheeseSsss*

My story never end yet... Next post would be Bei Xiiao's birthday! ....^^

Don't miss it.......

To be Continues.................*teeHeeeee*

Rabbit = 2011

2011-01-06T05:53:00.000-08:00

Last time,I always hope that I can faster out of this damn it school ! Yeahh, finally what I dream before had come true! Its 2011 and I'm 18 years old now(but not officially) and I can counted as FREEDOM! shout loudly** I can put down the stress of studying. No need to wear the boring School Uniform some more! No need wake up early in the morning! That was too great dude!!

But I was freaking boring everyday stay in the house. sigh* Luckily I still have my car's practicals~ If not,I would be rotten in the house soon~

Mummy called me go and grab a work better than stay in the house doing nothing, but I want to get my car license first,maybe I will working after Chinese New Year~

Oh Gost! I gain my weight as WELL!! Before that,I told myself to diet and keep fit,but what I had did? Keep eat,keep sleep and lazy did my exercise! sigh* (Chui,nothing can help u more~)

Its 2011 now,everybody said that, "New Year,New Life"... But what is my life in 2011? Feel that my luck will bad in 2011(read from horoscope book~) sigh again**

Would I be single in 2011? Feel that I will....hmmm....( I know sure got people say "won't de la~") haha.... But it really la... I really did not have any "春" now... Even one "春" also no! Maybe after going study just will find hardly! hehe....

Well, don't know what should I write more...Hearing those "old" songs,nice,full of meaning and relaxing.... ~~~

As Silly as my LiFe ~

2010-12-09T05:04:00.000-08:00

First and foremost,I still left one subject (Mandarin) to fight! But for me,I counted as Merdeka already! Oh yeah! Felt so happy and excited. At least I did not have to burn mid night oil and study for the whole day! But holiday totally boring for me! Okay,I don't want to waste my holiday with non sense things! I decided to keep fit!! haha... But I don't know whether I can make it or not. Arrgghhh! I can't be lazy anymore! I want to let all people who look down at me feel that they all are wrong! hoho... *evil smile* Plus I want YOU to feel regret! Oh ya,I forget that I wanna take my car license too..hehe,hope that before Chinese New Year can get it...^^

Yesterday,mummy ask me to do well in mandarin paper. She said, next year got "OFFer" for teacher courses. Just to get 3 credit in SPM and mandarin have to credit too. Oh my god, I told her that i did not have any interested in teacher la... But she said,teacher have many holiday, plus the salary for November and December holiday also get pay too! Hello,I knew that,but I really can't care a children good! Maybe in someday,I smash children without any reason. haha... *sigh
Then,she asked me to apply nursing too! OH my god! Nursing? I silent straight away. Did not gave her any respond! haha.... Well,I think I have to wait result out just to decide what I gonna read and my future's road. Otherwise I really Can bang with my mummy with different opinion.

Erm, last night I heard some bad news about him again. Wow,totally speechless with him. I really felt so so so Glad and unregret that I walk away from that relationship! If I still continue together with him,I really don't know what I will be next. Maybe get whipping by him? haha... Oh ya,forget to ask him go and take part in Actor competition! Telling us the touch-est story and with some tears too! oh,feel pity on him la...Arrgghh! But I won't angry that you treat me in that way. I think you should realize with what you did towards me and your ex girlfriend! That why how you beg her she also won't back to your side already! And don't hurt my friend too! Just see yourself,what marketing you have? high marketing?!! Although your sales are high,but that doesn't meant your marketing high too! Please face to the wall and realize what you wrong! Don't know who will be your next "target" or sound FOOL?? Really felt so glad! ^_^

hmmm... I will at KL from 23 until 29 December. 25 or 26 will going to Melaka! hehe... Who wanna find me just give me a Sweet call~ ^_^
okay,it end... Miss Tan JiaYi asked me to update my blog,now you see it? Then know my life and feeling now? hehe...^^ Will update when free again...

Take a Break~

2010-11-28T01:46:00.000-08:00

Huhu... 7 days!! 7 days to down! SPM is over after 7 days! how happy am I. haha... But I have to face the most difficult and challenging this 7 days! Give the damn hardwork on it. Try my best to pop it out! piss off!!! XD I don't think my result will good,but better than my monthly test I think~ Anyway,I had try my best! Daddy,Mummy, I'm so sorry if i can't achieve the result that you all wish to. Sister said she nearly die when teaching me chemistry! haha... but I really don't know wad... [SPM] how stress is it! You will never know the feeling otherwise you face it before! AArrrGGGhhhh!

Mr Loong...
Please do take care yourself. Don't work until forgot your meals! If you fall sick again,don't blame I didn't care you! haha...you know I am a cruel one! XD
Love you & Miss you~ ^^

Feel Bored~

2010-11-15T02:04:00.000-08:00

Omg!! SPM is really really in the corner! But I'm still blogger at here. Recently really no have that mood to study la... haiz...just wait for dying!haha...XD

I miss him!! Although we just met just now...haha! But he is sick today! Hope he will recover as soon as possible!!

AARRGGHHH!!! I hate this keyboard!! So,just stop here! ^^

My Sweet 17th Birthday...^^

2010-10-23T00:27:00.000-07:00

First of all,wish me a Happy Happy birthday~~ ^^
Well,I have my sweet and wonderful birthday yesterday!
I was so enjoyed % happy yesterday!

I went for tuition from 11am - 1pm~
Then ah peng,jing xiong,ah li and lay mei came my tuition place and we went out for our HAPPY HOUR!!
We when to Uncle's Chua and took our lunch,and jing xing,u really ate so much! XD
Then we went to A&W~
while waiting jing xiong going to find thing(a alasan from li), i sit down and wait for him~
then a Birthday Song suddenly sang by my friend. Jing xiong is taking a birthday cake and walk towards me!
Haha,i really shock because when at Uncle's Chua,they buy a muffin for my birthday cake,and i though it was!
While we taking photos,make a wish,cut the cake,then one more surprise gave by the A&W 's employees~ They gave me a free waffle cake for my present...haha
It's really so surprise and shock~ XD
After that we went to the beach and shir reen was just arrived! But lipeng was leave~
Next,we went to giant! Wadi is working at there as promoter~
Actually we want to sing K, but all the rooms are full with MALAYs~~
Jing xiong & li still lepak at giant,but lay mei & I decided went to mydin~
It's already 6.15pm and we went home after that~
(Thankz for Jing Xiong,Pui li,Lay Mei, Li Peng,Cheiw May & Shir Reen had accompany me celebrate my birthday in the evening! I really so happy and Frindship Forever ya! Love u all.....^^thankz for the bear too!It was so softy,I like it fur! XD)

Well,I had another celebration with another group of friends at night!That was my Family Members!! (Qing, Yan, Boon, Annie, Jia Yi, Kok hao & Chee Huey)
We went Uncle's Ng for our dinner!
When reach there,they straight away called me sit down and gave me a present.
Guess what,they give me Annie's pants! And Ah Boon wear it before~ haha.. But that just was a play gift~
One more time,a birthday song suddenly sang by them! Lau holding a birthday cake and walk towards me! haha...
Its was a Ice-Cream cake! Nice taste!! ^^
Then we decided going to heritage!
When reached there,they called me to close my eyes and lead me to a place~
Then they called me to open my eyes when reach the destination~
I saw Yan standing in front of me holding a big box and a "xiao Cao" plastise bag.
then she gave me the "xiao cao" plastise bag and that was gave by all of them!
I open it and it was a bag! Wow,its really so nice,i love it from my first sign!
then she gave me the big box and said this is a male friend gave u. Then my brain straight away think dao Ta Kai!! haha,i though he was joking with me say that he will give me a present,but then! haha... Inside the box were all the junk foods! OMG,i won't finish it,if i will,then a fatty chui will appear soon! haha...XD
Next,we take some picture at there,pose-ing,fun and enjoyed!
Thankz for all my Lovely Friends! I really like the present u all gave it to me, and hope our friendship will last forever! ^^ Love u all...<3

And I would like to thankz someone too... He bring me to a place that i never went before...OMG! Its so high lo,i think i will never forget the "adventure"! haha...
And thankz for your present too... ^_^

okay! My sweet 17th birthday was over with happy and fun! Enjoyed much much yesterday~ Thankz for all my friend ! I love u all.....^^

With Love:
-MissWhatever Chui-

希望你能反省~

2010-09-19T08:19:00.000-07:00

你还是不明白你错在哪里~
当我看完你的blog时，第一个想法就是，这个blog好像我写会比较对~
尤其是这些话：
"When you don need me,where you will put me at...
Keep in heart de person is who....
I just felt i'm the one not get keep in heart...."
和
"I had prove this is what i get if i believe in someone or take all my true heart to treat someone..."
我觉得这两句话应该是我对你说才对吧？

可能你不知道我知道的事~其实我知道你背叛我的事很多，我只是静静，睁一只眼，闭一只眼，没跟你计较~可是你做得越来越过分，如果是你，我看你早就跟我翻脸了吧？
你想看吧，我们会这样对你，是我们的错还是你的错？你以为我们吃饱没事做，想找东西跟你玩？我们才没那么得空！

我不知道你说谁比你更会装，可能是我？好，当作是你说我吧~是！我在你面前可以好好的跟你说话，因为我总要面对着你，不管怎样，我还是得跟你说话！难道你要我用不客气还是很凶的语气跟你说话这才叫做不装吗？你想看脸色过生活，可是我不要！可以的话，我也不想这样，不过你做的一切一切令我对你彻底的失望！我也不知道应该用什么态度跟你说话，面对你~有些事，虽然我已经知道了，可是我还是故意的问你，当作我不知道，因为我想要听你的回答，再听你会不会说谎~如果真的因为这样你觉得我在装，那我说对不起！

你知道吗？当我知道你把我的事情不是真实的（编出来的）告诉他们时，我是真的吓到！而且不是一次！我没想到你可以这样背叛我~我不清楚你真正的目的，毕竟我不是你肚子里的虫~我也不明白为什么你要这么做，对你带来什么好处？说真的，我曾经真的有把你当作是我的最好朋友，也曾经真心的对你。可能你没感觉到，可是我们身旁的人都感受到~不过我对你的真心换来的事你的什么？你的谎言，你的虚假，还是你的利用？你知道吗？有一次，我不小心看到你的小书里写我是你的好朋友，我那时真的有点高兴，因为原来你也把我当是你的好朋友。可是现在想起，是你写爽罢了吗？你曾经对我真心过吗？我真的不明白，原来我是真的一点都不了解你，可是你也一点都不了解我~

yan写的东西，是叫你好好反省，看看你自己错在哪里？他只是好心劝你，却得到你的“嘲笑”？你真的是不知道自己错在哪里还是你装不知道？还有，我也不明白，一个背叛你的人，你都可以跟她那么好，你到底存着什么心？还想利用他吗？跟你说，他也不帮你了~

这一切的一切的来源‘都是因你而起~想看，如果一个人被一群人讨厌，那错的会是一个人还是一群人呢？我已经不知道要这样面对你了，也只好面带笑容跟你说话~如果你介意，那你就别跟我说话~还有，我们记得你的生日，不过我们都不想说，因为我们对你彻底失望了~他们根本都不想跟你说话，甚至一句话！好好想吧~如果你不满我这样写你，我也没办法了，这些都是我的心里话~不要再做我们对你讨厌的事了~

你也不需要说你自己是烂“坭”~或者是说你有多可怜~
我们不会对你同情，反而觉得你是在博同情~
对不起如果得罪你，不过我写的都是我和他们的想法~

机会 Chance~

2010-08-26T07:42:00.000-07:00

分手前，请你记得要对我好一点，
分手时，请别对我说其实你很好，
分手后，请你记得我只是陌生人，
就算是，我的心中依旧深爱着你...

你我的相识就像是一场美丽的误会，
从相识，到相爱，最终成为陌生人，
最初以为你一定会是我最后一个情人，
最终才知道你不过是我生命中的过客，
时间到了，幸福完了，缘分也尽了，
才知道原来自己爱上了一个不该爱的人...

我是真的很爱你，只是你不懂得珍惜，
我是真的对你好，只是你不曾发现过，
我是真的不想走，只是你让我绝望了...

如果有一天，我对你提出分手，
我不会让你挽留，也不会接受你的挽留，
因为你不知道，对自己深爱的人说出分手，
是需要多么大的一份勇气...
你已经错过了应该珍惜我的时候，
在伤害已经造成了以后，才想对我做些弥补，
一切真的已经太迟了，
也只有我才会那么傻，
给你那么多次的机会，
让你一再地伤害我那颗脆弱的心灵...

或许你真的会改变，只是我已经不再相信了...

有些人你永远也改变不了的，或许有一天他改变了，可他已经不再是你的,
有些事你永远也弥补不了的，或许有一天会变淡了，可伤害却一直存在着...

做我的男朋友真的很难吗？

2010-08-20T22:51:00.000-07:00

做我男朋友不需要很有钱,够用就好了;
出手用不着很大方,肯为我花钱就好了;

不需要你多会说甜言蜜语,在我最无助的时候,可以给肩膀靠就好了;
不需要有多浪漫,晚上陪我到处走走逛逛聊聊天就足够了;

如果我们会走在一起,证明我们是相爱的.
我的要求不是很高,去逛街的时候,你会拉着我的手,看到熟人,能够和对方介绍"这是我女朋友"

当我们不在一起的时候,会常打电话,发信息给我.证明你有在想我,讲电话的时候,要多说话,我喜欢听到你讲,那样感觉你就在我身边,不许先挂我电话,我讨厌听到"嘟'嘟" 声.

不要说你很忙,那样只是证明我很自私,讨厌那种感觉,
看到靓女的时候瞄几眼就好了,不要流口水~

久别重逢的时候,记得给我一个拥抱,在我耳边说"我好想你......
我知道,我很任性,但既然你选择了和我在一起,你就应该学会包容我,能接受并指出我的不好,

我并不是一个自我为中心的人!
如果你觉得我哪方面不好可以说出来,但不可以忽略我;

我可以忍受你直接说不爱我,但是我讨厌你对我忽冷忽热;
我是人,有感觉,也有脾气,不要说我不喜欢听的话,要是我沉默了,那代表我不想再谈论那个话题,那么请你停止说.
我知道我脾气真的不好,但是要是你受不了,你可以同我说;

如果我选择了你,证明我是真的爱你,所以如果我有不好的地方,你也要说出来~
两个人在一起,就要相互信任,你可以有自己的私人空间,但是不可以欺骗我~

做我的男朋友，真的很难吗？ <3

Disappointed with Her~

2010-08-19T22:53:00.000-07:00

我才领悟到，原来最有可能背叛我们自己的人就是 [ 好朋友 ]~！！我看透她了！以前的呵护，以前的帮助都是白费的！也许别人说得对，为什么我还要帮她说好话？为什么到现在我还要呵护她？她只是在利用别人罢了！我的答案永远都是，因为她是我的朋友，我相信她~但是每次我相信她时，她总是给我相反的答案，她总是骗了我。可我一次又一次的相信她，给她机会~ 本以为她已经改了很多，但我又错了！她还是她，正所谓 ”江山易改，本性难移“！每次她和朋友们发生事情时，她都会特别亲近我，可能要博取我对她的同情还是什么，我不知道，但她和朋友们很好很好时，她却和他们说我的东西，可能是坏话，我更不知道！说真的，她背叛我，出卖我很多次了，我只是当作无所谓，不在乎~可是她越来越过分了！今天我又发现她说出我的事情给别人了，当时我真的对她彻底失望了，什么承诺什么好朋友都是伪装出来的！她实在太厉害了，这里说一套，那里说另一套，见人说人话，见鬼说鬼话~ 有时我真的觉得她好"CHEAP",好贱！但她是我的朋友，不可能要说她的坏话吧？总是在别人面前帮她说她的好话，可是她却在我的背后说了什么话？真的对她太失望了，日后我不会再帮她说好话了！我不会在呵护她了！别人说她的坏话我也不会否认了~也许到现在她还不知道在她背后说她是非的人不只是她身边的人，而是她不熟更是不认识的！不想讲那么多，只好静静了~我也不会跟她说我的任何一个秘密了，对她再也没有了信任~ 当作是给我的一个教训吧！

PS: 朋友真的不能做得那么好那么亲，后果会令你更失望更伤心！

生活~

2010-08-14T03:43:00.000-07:00

终于........我跟他讲清楚了~ 他好像明白了吧。希望你不要怪我的无情~~对不起~~

奇迹！！当我看到他的生日日期时，头脑直接浮现 [ OMG!不可能的事！！] 他的生日尽然和他一样？世上没那么巧的事吧？跟我说那是不可能的事！不可能的！

最近生活中来来去去的人太多太多了~ 可能我需要安分守己了~ 不要再玩了！！可是这些让我忘了我前男友~ 我不再爱他了！哈哈~

[[ 上面说的是两个不同的人 ]]

We Had End~

2010-07-24T02:17:00.000-07:00

又是伤心事~ 我到底做错了什么？是我太任性了吗？还是报应？我跟他分了~~
本来以为我找到一个对我好的男生了！终于有个男生可以取代我前男友的位置！可是一切发生得太快了~当我刚习惯有他在我身边，他却离我而去了~一声都不说，一句话也没跟我讲，就这样走了~你连一次机会都没给过我。你拿走我的心，却忘了还给我~你给我开心，留下伤心给我却带走了开心~你说过的承诺，你忘了吗？你说我们最少都要在一起两年，但现在你却松开了我的手~你说你不会离开我的，你说你不会骗我的~为什么？为什么？我是注定得不了幸福吗？那句话，我真的不是故意说的~我不是故意的！对不起~
我真的没话说了~伤得太深了，太痛了！一次次的伤害，真让我难以呼吸了~一切又要从零开始了~回到了单身生活，一个人坚强的活下了！
[ [ 男人，靠不住！！ ] ]

曾经~

2010-05-21T02:36:00.000-07:00

很想说 [[ 我已经变了！！]] 我变成熟懂事了！你可以再一次好好爱我吗？可以再一次对我好吗？

我看回了我们在一起时的对话。我那时真的好幼稚，好爱发大小姐脾气！我一边读，一边想，是不是因为这样，你对我的容忍已到了极限，所以你才会变心了？在我们的对话里，一看就知道你已经变心了,但我那时到底还坚持着什么？为什么那时我选择骗我自己？相信你还爱我的，只是我想太多！

不要跟我说她有多好！当初你也曾经跟我说我很好，甚至是最好的！
不要跟我说她有多温柔，有多体谅你，多包容你！当初我没对你温柔过吗？我没体谅包容你吗？
别跟我说她不在乎钱财，很容易满足，甚至给她一个小熊就能让她开心一整天！那我呢？你给我的一封烂信，我都把它
当作宝一样爱护！还能让我开心整个月！

她有的，我曾经都有过！这条路也就是我和你曾经开心幸福走过的！如今，这条路踏着的是你和她的脚印！你和她只不过重复走过我和你的美好路程，只是女主角不是我罢了~那改次，下一个女朋友你是不是同样重复说她的好？重复走过这条路？我没要求你回来我身边，我也不想你回来了，该走的总是会走的。你走了也许对我来说是一件好事！因为你，我长大了，我成熟懂事了！谢谢你，曾经爱过我，曾经给过我快乐，也曾经伤害过我！
再见了，我曾经最深爱的你~

他回来了？

2010-05-20T10:16:00.000-07:00

很突然的，他打给我~
好久好久没听到他声音了~
他还是老样子，还是口花花的~甜言蜜语一大堆~
好兴奋~感觉又回来了~
我真的好奇怪~到底想要什么？
但算了~
至少他的一通电话，能给我忘记所有烦恼~
他还是保留着我少奶奶的位置~哈哈。。
好啦，希望他的生意兴隆~

[[心情开心一整天~]]
hehe.....^^

性格~

2010-05-17T09:30:00.000-07:00

有时我觉得我对他心动了~
但我和他是不可能的~
我很奇怪、~

自从有了他。。。
我开始会耍性格~耍大小姐脾气~
但我知道我现在不能再任性了~
学着改变我自己~

有时很想说~
我耍脾气不是我真的生气了，而是我在乎你！
只想要你的安慰~知道吗？

For Daniel's friend, Girlfriend and him...

2010-05-03T08:31:00.000-07:00

Okay...i know everything already... Finally,i know all.... and u had lie me all. From the beginning,u started lie me already. I won't delete what i write before. You and her together one year,and we break already one year plus. Last time about me and you,no more,never distrub u again.

For daniel's gf,what i write had pass. Don't think so much,i break with him before you two started. Just want to say,he not a good person (for me)... I will wish u two...i won't snatch him from u...don't worry.....

For daniel: I don't want to delete it.... What u had said just now,its really hurt me.. lie me..play me,what u want from me again? After u and her almost one year,u just tell me that u have gf already. Then after one year,what u want to tell me more? Lie me that u stil love me,want to find me,by true,i believe what u said before... But now,all equal to zero. Its like a dream. I had nothing left. Nothing! U totally break my heart. I don't want to say more,my tears will mean everything. Wish u two happy together... No more friend.... I regret i had together with you...i regret i know u....!!

If any daniel's friend saw this,if feel i wrong,tell me.... If your gf angry,ask her to find me...i will explain all to her!!! i won't seperate u two...don't worry......
Lastly,I don't want be friend with you.I don't want be friend with a lier!!! BYE!

Feeling?

2010-04-23T06:14:00.000-07:00

First of all,i would say that my blog alive again!!!

Don't know why,i feel sad and moody since a month ago. Even i do something to make me happy,but it not work,useless. But i think no one know it,and no one understand what my feeling now. Can u all imagine,what feeling when a person u like saying u? I don't know whether i like or i had accustomed to him? Now we are not friend anymore(i think)... Stop talking,stop quarreling. Is it friend is use for 利用？ After 利用 finish,then no bother her/him more. I don't want to think more! Is it think positive will solve everything? (i don't think so) I very tired,tired,tired~~ Everything had to make it like nothing happen. I keep everything keep until i very tired. Maybe something not to say is better. Trying to be good,but at last also get damaged by them. Maybe what he say is right,说好听是倒霉，不好听是天生注定被人讲~ I don't want to be that,everybody also don't hope too,but what should do? People's mouth,can't control. I like to be myself,but sometimes i had to perform as a good girl to make myself look good,is it the good way to hiding myself? Maybe some people don't like my attitude or the way i talking,but that me! Okay,from now i think i will act like a "softy" person...but can it? But i don't hope my "future" boyfriend will likes the "softy" of me,i want he likes the real of me!! I really hope i can have a person who can make me release my tired and don't so FAKE in front of him! I need a boyfriend??(i think~to control me,XD) I miss the feeling of in love~(sweet) Tell he what i feel right now,and have a person who support me always~ I miss the feeling~~!! *shouting* But i think i will not have a boyfriend now,cause of my rumours,i think~ Give Up thinking of boyfriend! Still cannot make my mood feel better. Have to take long long time to cure it again. Be tough, be strong, be happy! Think positive~ (all just a persuade for myself)

Stop at here,bye~ Will be die long long long time again....................
-Chui-

DIE-ing

2009-12-26T09:39:00.000-08:00

No more Tan Cheng Chui...

No more Miss Whatever...

Rest In Peace..... [ D.I.E ]

Blog Alive-ing

2009-12-11T07:22:00.000-08:00

Sorry for no updating so long...coz working and working and working,so no time to online already. Well,now is school holiday. But almost all my time in holiday was spend in work,damn it,waste much time. Tot that i will use working money and fly to KL to play, but now.... i cant go to KL anymore. Sorry guy... My mummy wanna see my poor result... she giving me a rule,and the rule really make me wanna die!! the rule is must give she see my result,she just will giving me money and let me go to KL.oh gost!! if she see my damn poor result then i sure 100% cant go too.... so,at last the conclusion is "CANNOT GO"!!! and my daddy bla bla bla about my future too. always say study study study. cannot play and must study,and bla bla bla... hear till i know what he wanna say. haiz.... very fan nao ah!!! really is no money no talk!!! if they did not give me money,so sorry guy...i really cant go dy.. takkan i wan borrow so much money with my fren?? imposible la.... haiz.. really sorry,i did not hope it happen too. Sorry...

hmmm...... what i should say more?? oh ya... that day i hear a news... and the news was,daniel will come here and find me. hmmm,izit real?? or just he simply say?? anyway,dont care! haha... acting no care,but the feeling was so excited! thinking why the reason he wanna come?? give back all our thing?? or wanna take back dudu?? or good back with me?? haiz... what he thinking now? dont make me syok sendiri lagi. haha..^^ well...dont think about he more,he not my bf already,he is my EX~~!!! thinking my newest bf more good..haha..he really good to me la...what should i do??? haha... kisiao again....love u~~!!!

all right,dont know what should i write more... hope everything will be okay... dont give me fan nao again.. trip thing i will try to solve it,if really cannot too,i had to say sorry to u all... please forgive me...sorry~~ wish me and my dearest friends will happy and health everyday... miss u all...^^

Written By:
Miss Whatever
11-12-2009

22-10-2009 up growing to 16~~

2009-10-22T21:24:00.000-07:00

hehe....finally,i 16 years old!!! old liao old liao... happy birthday to me... and thankz all my frens that celebrate together with me... i really so so so happy yesterday... i ate 4 types of cake on my birthday... haha.... and i had record all the person that send birthday msg to me...
here the ming ci.... :
1st:xiao song 2nd: chee huey
3rd:penny 4th: kok hao
5th:carol 6th:kit
7th:lay yan 8th:hwee ting
9th:cheiw may 10th:kian kiat
11th:siet li 12th:teric
13th:mun heng 14th:jenlung
15th: annie 16th:jiayi
17th:ta kai 18th:lay ping
19th:pek eyu 20th:wei shen
21st: pui li 22nd:daniel foo
23rd: cheng nee 24th: yizen
25th:victor 26th:mami kenny
27th:zu wen 28th:daniel lau
29th:teck shen 30th:ah boy
ok...until 30 only...^^ and the last person is
TAN JIA WEI!!! late 2 days jst wish me..call me put in blog pulok...=.=" (edit today-26/10/09)
anyways,thankz 4 u all....^.>
here the cake i ate....haha....

1st cake:tiramisu(secret recipi) gave by:nee,qing,yan,may,lau and kok hao,thankz u all...

2nd cake: cheese cake(secret recipi) gave by lay mei...thankz you ya...^^

3rd cake:homemake cake...made by my mom...carrot slice cake...^^thankz mom!!

4th cake: small muffin...gave by my classmate(4 beta) thankz,coz giving me a susprise!!

1-10-2009

2009-09-30T09:00:00.000-07:00

haiz...it already 1-10-2009,but i did not receive your message until now... did u saw what i had send for u? or u just take it as nothing? today is our one year and seven months,did u stil remember?? or it just a ordinary date for u? haiz..just me alone care of this date,this day..how stupid am i...right? see-ing my friends sweet with their boyfriends,it make me thinking of u,make me some jealous,but i realize that not use i jealous or what,because i had nothing now..include YOU,u are not belong to me now... it useless thinking about u,because it just a dream for me... haiz...all our memory just like a dream,when wake up,all had gone... gone until i cannot even thinking or "touch" it back... it will make my heart pain and my tears drop by drop... thinking back our first time MEET,it really happy and unbelieveble... see-ing back all gift u had gave me,lollipop, dudu, bear brick and many many more....... make me think back our memory... one more time my tears drop again... haiz... not to think back u again!! stop it!! did u play 捉谜藏 with me? almost one month u did not contact with me,even a message also no! u know how worry am i? what happen with u? can anybody tell me? please...?? did u already have girlfriend? if got,just let me know it,at least i can know the reason u leave me... please, i dont like to play this game with u... it really hard for me to success it...i tired...!! this few day call u also did not pick up my phone. send message for u also did not reply me... what game u wanna play with me now?! can i surrender? i did not have enough energy to continue play with u... please let me go... haiz............ im not speechless,is brainless now... my brain all "white"... dont know wanna think what,except u...!! someone please help me,can? try to find him out...i just wanna know the answer... please, give me an answer..!! i need your answer!! please... help me...please help me...please!!! i dont want to stay in this situation anymore... haiz... everytime i need your accompany,your caring,your everything,but u gave me nothing everytime... hope to receive your message saying " happy one year and seven months,i love you" to me... hope it...but it wont happen,i know...just a dream for me again... haiz... hope u will happy with your girlfriend if u have a girlfrind already... goodbye my love... "i love you"... the only true word from my heart...

world dark's thing

2009-09-25T05:39:00.000-07:00

WTF!!! i just saw something that i cannot believe!! HE(DANIEL!!) DELETE ME FROM FRIENDSTER FRIEND LIST!! what the HIM!!! what mean like that? mean u dont want keep our relationship anymore?? or what? give me an EXPLAIN please!! i dont want like that!! what u thinking now!! what the HELL!!!! give me an call if u saw this,i know u had see my blog before.call me and tell me what u want!! i dont want be an idiot waiting for something that USELESS!!! OMG!! the news really a big DAMN for me!! haiz... time to lost~~!!! tears had drop again....what i doing now!! no crying for him anymore!! damn fool!! stop it... my brain had stop,bye..!! useless.....................T.T

hmm...

2009-09-20T17:26:00.000-07:00

happy birthday to penny(20/9), ben lai wan 12am send for u de,but i work that time and my hp cannot send out too.. pai seh pai seh..^^ anyway wish u happy always and dont always sadness,got anything tell we all,ya??...
erm,happy birthday to cheiw may too(24/9), although not yet reach,but i told u in here first,coz that day i maybe work..cannot accompany u celebrate ur birthday,sorry... or u can go out after i work..?? haha.... wish u be more mature ya...^_^ and know to think,dont ever people scold u u jst realize that u wrong.anyway,happy always ya...^^

hmm.........what to write more?? bout daniel,how?? but nothing can say bout him,man...this few day,no! not few day,is almost 1 week++ din message with him already,he did not ever find me,that day i message to him,he got reply me(so HAPPY),but after 3 message like that,not reply anymore,until now...how are he recently?? did he good right now? are he miss me? i really dont know what the answer for all this question... someone help me?? i should give up he,not thinking back him.he wont back to me already, it WONT happen!! dont think to much,chui....!!! haiz,hope he will happy..^_^

bla bla bla...................... nowdays,work work work...tired si liao la...haha...luckily today did not have work..^^ happy happy... can play computer all the day..yepi~~!! hmm...nothing can write more,tata everyone...^^ be happy be happy be happy!! and be happy to me!! muackssSSss....

Today Feeling

2009-09-13T07:41:00.000-07:00

hohoho... Finally,i had cut my hair...13/9/2009.... haha...Dont know why wanna cut so i go Dear Cut... But this time got make me some dissapointed.because the lao ban niang la...i wan cut more,but she say no nid,i wan cut in front,she also say no nid...WHAT THE HELL!!! im ur customer,man~~ haiz...nvm ba... already cut... and hor,it so expensive le... RM20 le...T.T...no $$ liao...claim with mom again...wahhahahahahaha^^ nee say my FAKE hair "come out" again..haha... look very very straight...wahhahahaha... new hair new LIFE~~!!! hope new life will come...

hmmm.....almost 1 week u did not msg me already. waiting waiting and waiting...but still did not have your msg too. tomorrow are september 's valentine day. every month u will tel me "happy valentine ,my dear" ... the msg will make me so happy,u know? hope tomorrow i will see a msg from u,but not others,k? dont make me dissapointed again.. please... that only my hope from u.... please make it true....

and u..... hope u will know to think girl...u dont want to tell me,but i know it too... i try to not campur ur thing,but i scare u regret later. haiz,my thing also did not settle yet,y should i care ur thing?? anyway,he not the boy u think are so easy.. hope u know to think,u already big...be mature,girl.... dont do anything that regret so....that just my advice for u,if u dont want to hear it,i also nothing can say... sorry for so 38............

walao eh,kena mummy beleber le~~ fan die me le... haha...
its time to close....tata everyone... a good day for tomorrow....^^ LOVE YOU ALL~~~!!!!! muackssSSss....

tagged

2009-09-11T12:01:00.001-07:00

被点到必填，
不填代表你不尊重传给你的人和问卷。

(1) 请老实的回答每一个问题。
(2) 不行擅自塗改題目。
(3) 写完请点10位小朋友，不可不点。
(4) 点完后请通知那10位小朋友他被点到了。
被点到的::
1. penny
2. carol
3. cheiw may
4. lay mei
5. lay yan
6. cedric
7. pelly
8. yizen
9. reen
10. victor

01-[ 4号认识6号吗? ]:: 认识吧

02-[ 10号是男还是女? ]::男

03-[ 8号的兴趣是? ]::3 8 呱，哈哈

04- [ 1号有没有兄弟姐妹? ]:: 有！

05-[ 7号姓氏? ]:: 张

06-[ 10号人缘好吗? ]:: 蛮好

07-[ 4号有人追吗? ]:: 当然有

08-[ 承上2号呢? ]:: 不明白

09-[ 6号喜欢的颜色是? ]:: 黑色呱

10-[ 3号和10号是朋友吗? ]:: 是

11-[ 8号的生日是? ]:: 4月12日，哈哈

12-[ 5号读哪呢? ]:: smk chung hwa wei sin

13-[ 你怎么认识10号的? ]:: 小学认识了

14-[ 你跟1号的生日差几个月? ]:: 一个月

15-[ 你和9号有出去玩过吗? ]:: 有，但很少

16-[ 你喜欢和2号聊天吗? ]:: 蛮喜歡

17-[ 你喜欢和3号在一起吗? ]:: 还好

18-[ 你觉得7号人怎么样? ]:: 哈哈，难讲

19-[ 你觉得9号人怎么样? ]:: 好呱

20-[ 你爱5号吗? ]:: 普通朋友咯

1. 是谁传給你这份问卷的::liping

2. 你们认识多久呢::很小就认识了

3. 你觉得他(她)对你來说很重要吗::还好吧，^_^

4. 你与他(她)的关系是:: 朋友

5.你覺得他(她）的個性如何::搞笑

6. 请问他(她)的兴趣是:: 上网吧

問 : 當你在更衣室沖水门忽然被打开了你会
答 : 马上把门关上

問 : 海中忽然大浪來襲后你发现比基尼小姐上身泳裝被沖掉了你会
答 : 会大笑一场！

問 : 去海边玩会使用咩交通工具
答 : 车

問 : 你突然发现沒帶泳裝泳衣你会買吗
答 : 不游咯

問 : 会的。。
答 : 不明白。。

問 : 回去时发现有其他遊客手机沒拿你会觉得是哪牌子的
答 : SE吧

問 : 海边对你來说是
答 :如果情侶去就很浪漫的地方

問 : 看到镜子会不由自主的向前吗
答 : 还好

問 : 经常用洗面乳吗
答 : 不会

問 : 说到自恋会想到谁
答 : 谁都会！

問 : 有人说该減肥了你会
答：想“可能吗？”

問 : 自恋適合你吗
答 :你觉得呢？哈哈

To: You

2009-09-10T04:01:00.000-07:00

To: You

我想大家都知道我写的是谁。我只想跟你说我的心里话。我真的很想发泄出来了。我受够了！我很累很累了！！请问你能体谅我吗？我要的是什么，你到底知道吗？我觉得我们只是最熟悉的陌生人，你不觉得吗？我们都认识对方，可是我们的距离很远很远，甚至没说话。每次我找你，你都会给我很多很多的借口，例如：没空，电话没电，在打snooker,电话没钱。。。。。。我听都闷了，也知道你的答案了。我每次都给自己希望，给你机会，相信你会找我的，但我错了！！你不但没找，反而要我找你，你才理我一下。甚至有时我找你，你都不理我的！

就像上次，我心情很不好，想要你陪我，而不是别人来陪我！我就毫不犹豫的打电话给你，但你跟我说你在打snooker。但我还是一直打给你，目的是要你陪我那么一下罢了，但过后你回到家时，你竟然发一封很伤很伤的信息给我！你写：“你好烦”虽然只是三个字，但那三个字足够把我的心破碎！你可以明白我当时的心情吗？谁可以明白我？谁真正了解我？没人！我就问你，你还想继续这段感情吗？你说你要，不过要先读书。我想你现在应该不是在读书了，天天去打snooker！咳，真的想继续吗？不过我很累了，我再也撑不下去了。我一次又一次的想放弃你，但我又一次一次的想念你，想找你。很多人都叫我放弃了，不是我不要，而是我不能！我做不到！！有时我很生气自己，我到底舍不得什么？！你有什么好？什么值得我留念的？没有，完全没有！但为什么我还是放不下你呢？你已经对我很差很过分了，我为什么还要爱你？！我真的很笨很笨！

每次我伤心或开心时，陪我的人一定不会是你，而是别人！我不要！我不要是别人！有时当别人安慰我或关心我时，我心里想，如果那人是你就好了，但我知道这只是我的单纯和不会发生的想法。

永升，你是不是没感觉了？如果是，请你告诉我，不要再给我希望！对这份感情，我已经撑不下去了，我很累了。我很想休息，很想一睡不醒了。我不是坚强的，我也有感情的，不要再伤我了，好吗？一次又一次的伤害对我来说是一辈子的折磨！

我会尽量放弃你的，我会的！我会学着过没有你的生活！还有，如果你做不到你说过的话，请你当初就不要给我承诺，不要轻易答应我！最后受伤害得人不是你，而是我！也许你不知道你说的每一句话都会伤害我。

最后，我希望没有我的日子你会过得更快乐。也许我已不是你以前所说的真爱了。我也会慢慢学习忘记你的，不会再活在痛苦的生活里了。我要快乐，真心的快乐！我爱你。

给我的朋友们：
你们一定要快乐！我们女子要为自己而活，不是为男子而活！我们要比男子更坚强,不要因为他们而影响我们自己的生活！人一旦做错了，永远都回不了头，后悔莫及！

my highstreets 5 's stories...

2009-09-06T23:22:00.000-07:00

hmm..highstreets 5... my name is Chui_Zui
now..i post some my stories in this game...

newbie of me..level 15

1st bf.... shyen(but break jor,din take pic)
2nd bf...poro_zai
i
3rd bf...★舞王PoRo☆

Chui_Zui & Carol_sc (stupid pose)

4th bf...._cola_

i buy the boat...wkwkwkwk....^_^

5th bf.... jay_chou

6th bf....RIChie

Chui_Zui & WuMin(dont throw me like that~~!! haha....)

⊕完美D旋律★
Chui_Zui,Joshan,Jessie,lingful,隐险丫头

7th bf....lbb

8th bf...QnolcmeQ

all kt people... muiix,隐险丫头,xiao_may,小倪儿

wow..i don juan!! 9 stars...haha

9th bf...慈云山双青龙

i between two rabbit..same tall~~!!!

edited....forever love~~

second edited....^^

this all my highstreets 5 picture and memory...
give some comment...^^
i will upload more...^^

new update-ing...

2009-09-06T22:37:00.000-07:00

wow...so long did not update my blog..its freeze~~!! haha... today,i just edit all over my blog. Look iritating,haha... put some my favourite song,hope u all like it...^^

ok...start my this few day stories...hmm,where should i start??
LOve 's story....>>>>......
haiz....i stil waiting him,man... did u know how suffer am i?? everytime when i sad or moody,the people who accompany me not u,but others... i hope is u,i tell u before,but u look like not take serious on this thing. its make me so dissapointed,u know? when thinking of u,it make me cry...that day u say me "FAN"... my heart totally BREAK!! i not wanna fan u,i just want to chat with u,want u to accompany me,but evrytime u make me so dissapointed,telling me u wanna sleep, handphone no battery and bla bla bla...all just an excuss!! can u understand my feeling?? haiz...hope u can see my blog and know what i need from u... i love u....

Friends 's stories...>>>>......
for my friend...someone... sorry if sometimes i had make u angry or evreytime talking without using my brain. i know u are not happy sometimes,but i really dont know how to an wei u,im not such a girl who know to say some sweet word...haha^^ anyway,i hope u happy... dont fan with your boyfrind thing le... do whatever u think that is right,dont care what people say of you. i dont know what suggestion can give u,bcoz i am a failer in love too... sometimes i think we are same,we face same problem,dont know how to solve it...but i think we can manage it!! jia you two of us..GAMBATEH!!! happy always ,girl...^_^
to other friends....>>>....G & B club 's membersssssssss
yea,i happy with u all... totally happy... when together with u all,i can easily forget all my sad thing. thank you,all of you. thankz giving me a wonderful times... thankz for always accompany me... and sorry too... sometimes i really unhappy with my own thing.. make my mood bad and so on... i know u all care of me,but sometimes i really cannot tell u all...but i promise,i will happy,trying to happy!! hope u all HAPPY too~~!!! love u all!!

Family 's stories....>>>>>.....
hmm...family.....father and mother i love you...??? it that a true word from my heart?? i dont know... sometimes i really so angry with u all... that are not my fault!! but why u all wanna scold me?? haiz... i wanna tell u all,i had big,i know what i wanna do,i know what i doing now,dont always treat me as a child... yea,im the youngest in this family,but i had growed 16 this year,please dont worry about me. sorry for everything...that make u all unhappy and fight back your words... i hope i would tell u all, happy birthday,happy mother's day, happy father's day, i love u!! this words never spoke out from my mouth to your ears.... hope u hear that...^_^

ok...i think that enough for today.... tired already...haha^^ anyway...hope all i love's people will happy... live as what u are,not others want us to be~~!!! tata...^_^

i crazy??

2009-07-30T23:27:00.000-07:00

OMG!!!
my dad had say that he will CUT OFF my internet??!!
WTF!!
nvm...i will nge with him...^^
haha...u will never have a mind with me~~!!

get into the topic now...>>>....
hmm.....
what i really care for??
what "he" say is correct...i'm not care and not jealous but i .........haiz....
suddenly will like that..i think i wont be that way...but it come to me too fast~~
what should i do now??
somebody tell me please......???

second topic....>>>.....
h.z.w.............(cbp or i should not call her like that??)
haha...anyway,i still hate u...~~!!
haha.......my "sky" totally break down!!
ZZzzzzzzz.......i JEALOUS!!!! >_<
haiz...pityful...................

so,conclusion...>>>>.....
i crazy,rite???
haha...totally~~!!

pass away please~~!!!haha^^

2009-07-18T07:33:00.000-07:00

hmmm,dont know want to say what.feel boring and fake this few day~~
hate her now...dont know why....
sorry...sorry....
and dont say if u cannot do it!!~~
i hope u know..................
hate hate hate!!!
somebody please help me~~!!!!
T.T

wulala~~

2009-07-02T02:28:00.000-07:00

aiya aiya aiya....feeling are so weird.
when saw them,my feeling reli so weird.wat i think about?
like him?oh,tat is impossible...
jealous?tat wont be~~!!!!!
haiz...watever...control myself!!!! don't think about tat!!!

one more thing....
now i just know how is a "GOOD" boy(mean bad boy) look like....!!
not just a boy...is TWO~~!!!!
is the two that i always think tat they are so perfect good!!
first boy....
when i hear about tis guy....it reli shock me~~!!!
how can he do tat unbelieveable thing?
and horrible thing??
haiz.....pity someone....
second boy....
he totolly lie!!what for he wan to do that???
for???tell me the reason please!!

life may be not so beautiful....
think it positive.....^^
u will get happy more...
and don't care watever thing tat not yours~~
happy all n happy to me....^^

a BIG STONE in life....

2009-06-02T02:33:00.000-07:00

everyone will meet their stone while walking towards their choices....
it also happen on me...
that why did not have a perfect road if nobody perfect!
everyone is non-perfect~
so don't think you are the perfect ones!

你们相信报应吗？
我相信。
也许他将来会得到他的报应。
不会是现在，是将来。
每个人做错事了，都会有报应。
你做的每一件事都有人在看着。
不管隐藏得多好，总有一天会拆穿的。
现在，我忍着这个痛苦，不是因为我怕你。
而是我相信你会得到报应！
我也不需和你争吵下去。
我知道这是没用的。

“某某人”
你听着！
总有一天，我会把你打败！
把你陷入谷底！
就好像你怎样对我一样！
你一定会 “死”
我会给你死得很掺！
我会使你家破人亡！
我是狠的！~

Tired life~

2009-05-26T05:16:00.000-07:00

Yeah,mid year exam had end today....
happy happy,can freedom!
woo...woo....^^

But.......
i had sick today....
headache,whole body hot and bla bla....
totally so suffer~
cannot talk much,cause hou long pain...
haha^^
maybe i get H1N1???
yii.....
avoild yourself from me...
haha^^
did not go check body....
cause i think it will recover soon....
"An apple a day,keeps the doctor away"

even i sick....
no people care about me....
family???
friends???
or YOU???
no body...
hope u know i sick,but i think u won't know it...
cause we long time did not chat already...
how your life,i also not really know it...
but,hope u happy always^^

erm......
don't know want to say what....
no partner in life...
no fun in life....
no happiness in life....
boring with my life now....
argh.....
what should i do???
recently happen too many thing...
don't know when should it end....
but hope u all will happy happy...
don't care so much...
live your life with happiness^^
and BLA BLA~~

totally TIRED~

my god~~

2009-05-01T19:11:00.000-07:00

just pass the first of may...
[[1-5-2009]]
he send a message for me.....said
"happy one year and two month"
say true,i already forget this date....
anyway,thankz....
and i telling u....
i'm not a such good girl that u think....
sorry~~

next problem....
i think this time really is my wrong...
sorry to you again....
i just wanna ask u clearly....
hope our friendship will not break because of that...
sorry~~

Life Full With Happiness???

2009-04-30T06:44:00.000-07:00

i very confusing now...
definitely tired!!!
don't know what should i do now~
all become wrong~
damn wrong way for me...

i think i had give up he a bit~~
happy happy....=_="
but i receive a new relationship again....
actually is OLD relation,but had UPGRADE~~
^_haha_^
i don't really know what are the feeling he feel to me....
but i don't think it will be a worst feeling!!!
sometimes he act he got good feeling....
but sometimes he treat me so cool....
confusing!! >_<
hope our relation will more UPGRADE~~
if u have feeling too,tell me,i waiting for the answer!!
haha^^

and another HIM~~
he try to evade from me....
i think he know the true already....
but i had give up him....
SO,don't EVADE from me,PLEASE,"somebody"!!!
today,when i try to talk with u....
u keep on evade from me....
and talk with a bad tone with me!!!
what the HELL u want actually!!!
it is there are no friend between us???
end of our FRIEND???!!!
if u want it,i will respect your choices....
hope that not true...

beside.....
i miss my SHA SHA so much~~
my ex-chemistry teacher!!
but she will always be my BEST TEACHER in my heart ever~
i forget to transfer her photo into my computer....
if i already transfer it,i definitely will upload at here!!
she is damn cute and a such nice,friendly person...
she very take care of our 4 beta students....
and she teach us throughout her heart....
i miss the memory we had together....
although just a few month....
but our relation is as good as friend...
i treat her like my friend more than a teacher...
i know i was not respect in this way...
but i would like she become my friend but not a teacher...
hehe^^
anyway.....
i will get an A1 in my chemistry next time....
i won't let you disappointed anymore...
I MISS YOU!!!
SHA SHA....
wish u good luck....
happy always...^^

thats all for today...
feel like want vomit again....
don't know why...
maybe PREGNENT???!!
OMG!!!
haha^^

enjoy every moment you live now~

GIVE UP~

2009-04-22T07:50:00.000-07:00

haiz........
everything is happen right now.....
all confuse,all tired......~~~
im the same too.....tired,confuse,stress,suffer,bla bla bla~~~

i will give up....
i will try to give up.....
but i sure i can do it!!!
i CAN!!!
believe me~
T.T.......

all i will GIVE UP!!!!
no one in my heart anymore!!!!
include u!!
NO~~~~~~
all of YOU!!!
get out off my life NOW!!!!

give me feeling can?

2009-04-18T01:11:00.000-07:00

u....
no no....
is YOU!!!
can u give back my feeling??
please!
just give me....
i want with u....may i??
haha^^
horrible!

wtf!
i get 2 fail in OTI2??
the damn SEJARAH and ADDITION MATH!!!
sej:28
add math:14 ??????
arrggghhh!
if my mom know it.....
i think i will get kill soon..... vry vry soon~
T.T...
ok,from now.....i wan 2 study more hard!!!
next time must get straight A!!!
haha^^jst say,coz it is IMPOSSIBLE!
don't fail can liao~
coz next time exam,parents have 2 go sch n take result!!
WTF again!
haha^^
study hard hard girl~

don't think about LOVE again!!!
stop loving!!!
anti-love!!!
haha^^
now,think bout study enuf!!!
concentrate in my study!!!
argh!
T.T.......sad tis few day!
moody********

OMG!!! WTF!!!!
i just hear that u have GIRLFRIEND already!!!!
shit!!! fucker!!!
y u did not tel me early????????
no,is y u did not tell me?????
but is other told me???!!!
u know u hurt me deeply!!!
i realy don know wat is a person are u now....
u really scare....T.T
y?tell me y??
shit!!! T.T*******
WTF!!!!~~

想通了~

2009-04-17T20:51:00.000-07:00

finally,i had done a new decision again....
hehe^^
happy happy!!
i think whole night,didn't sleep from last nite......
but did not tired....weird!
haha~

i will tell you all what is the decision....
because i did not comfirm whether i can make it or not....
so,i cannot tell u all right now...
be patient!
muackssssssssssssszzzzzzz!!!

what mean of love? 何苦要爱？

2009-04-17T10:13:00.000-07:00

love???
so confuse now....
love u? dint love u???
aiksss!!! fan ah!!!
what i thinking now?
i should't love u!!!
dont give me that feeling,can?
please........

爱爱爱爱！！！
什么是爱？
爱是很痛苦又爱折磨人的东西！
你越想得到它，它就偏偏不给你~
为什么世界要有爱着烂东西？
人一定要有感情才能活下去吗？
没了爱，人会死吗？

如今，我爱的人已不是你，而是他~
可是他又不属于我的！
属于她的~
爱错了~彻彻底底爱错人了~
我该怎们做？
请你告诉我，好吗？
我真的好烦，好烦！！！

你能爱我吗？
答案：不能！

我能爱你吗？
答案：最好不要，因为我爱她，不是你~

好伤的答案~
可是这也就是他会给我的答案！
不管怎样，地球也会转，太阳也会升起 ; 你的爱，也一样不会变~

我会放弃你，忘记你~
当作没这回事！
因为我不要发生某些事情~

好吧，我伤害自己，你能得到你的快乐~
这不是很好吗？
我不要爱你！！！
我也不要再想你！！！
滚开！！
如果你不爱我，请你不要再对我好！！！
我只想忘记和放弃你！

SUSHI~

2009-04-14T03:51:00.000-07:00

wow,this is the first time i do sushi~
i think still ok~
all my fren say nice...
but still got SOMEONE say cnnt compare wth ming star!
haiz...whatever! coz i not pro de~
but i think still less some taste,so 2ml i will do more better!
sushi sushi~

this few day remain happy a bit~
maybe i alrdy forget all thing....???
hope so~
haha^^
happy happy~~
muackss....

decision~

2009-04-10T02:27:00.000-07:00

i had do a stupid decision again....
maybe in my mind,i think tat is the best way to solve this problem...
but later,i had regret wth my decision!
haiz....i reli dnno wat i thinking now...
i had less my love 2 u,but i still accept u??
OMG!!! wat the hell i doing now!
wat i thinking now?
jealous?
wat i jealous for???!!
i alrdy accept u back,so i think i will concentrate 2 u now....
n i will try 2 love u again....sry,if i hurt u now....
no other boy! no other love!!! no kao zai anymore!!!
sorry!

tis few day,i had evade something......
something tat i think it is impossble!!!
i try 2 not think bout tat!
so i kep on plying game......stop of my brain,jst have GAME in my brain!
mayb i too stupid 4 tis....
but i think tis is the best way.......
no wonder how.....
i wont care anymore......
i will do like ntg happen....
reli.....i will do that!!!
so,i dont hope anything now....
jst hope tat i will happy as soon as posible~
moody tis few day!!!
sorry~~
maybe i thinking too much 4 that......
but i knw it is impossible!
so,STOP thinking bout tat!!!!!!!!

anti-[[SII SHEIW SEE]]!!!

2009-04-07T03:36:00.000-07:00

cibai fuck dog!!!!
Sii Sheiw See!!!
wish u go die as fast as u can!!!
hope will die 2molo or later!!!
fuck dog!!!
1 boy fren can share two ppl...
sister oso same...
cb lan jiao fuck you!!!
Dulan!!!
lampa!!!

unlucky day

2009-04-06T03:43:00.000-07:00

haiz...
2day reli is my unlucky day...
fall in the class...
paiseh @_@
reli is chun seong put out his leg n i kick dao,n fall le luu~~
haiz...
my leg still pain now...
T.T,n i cry liao,dnno y the tears will out...
cnnt control...

Friends...
all gone!!!
all break!!!
horrible!!!
dn like so much now...
sory...
maybe......................
bla bla~~
oh ya,i give ah kit a letter...
[[BREAK FRIEND]] letter~
zd.....
because they say me like him....
but i say NO!!! n it is IMPOSSIBLE!!!!!!!!!
so,jia yi call me write the letter like last year i gv 2 ta kai like tat...
so i write n give him...sien diao!
but,i reli did not like he!!!
pls dn say again!!! cb!!!!!

haiz,i jst saw something tat reli make me down...
my heart all break!!!
y?? y is her???
haiz...

anyway,wish me will happy again!!!
T.T
bla bla^^

My Life~

2009-04-04T01:49:00.000-07:00

Life~
life reli make ppl angry...
but sometimes it sound good...
but when u wan it to be true,it will ply u until the thing become more worst~
i hate my life more than i enjoy it...
i dnno y...
i reli not comfortable and PUAS HATI wth my life!!!
suck life!!!

Friends~
never have thing can replace the fren place in my heart~
i more care my fren compare wth my family~
without them,my life wont be happy n cheerful...
so,thankz guys~
i reli appreciate with the thing tat u all do for me...
whatever thing...
maybe this few day my mood reli so down n make u all think tat i reli so "FAN"...
sorry~
but i cnnt control my emotion...
i reli no have tat mood to laugh or what~
anyways,sorry...
if got 得罪 u all guys,i say sorry again...
i dont reli hope u all angry me...

For my EX-BOYFRIND(f.y.s)~
it reli over wth our relationship...
i reli give u mny chance alrdy...
but u nt jst no 珍惜 it,n do the same thing again...
say the true,i reli tired wth u le...
crying for u,sad for u,emo jst bcoz 4 u...
thats enuf for me!!!
i nvr cry after tat day...
from now,i will let u go...
for the same times,i will forget u too...
i dn reli hope u will be my fren,i dn wan...
sorry...
if u think tat is my wrong,then sorry...
i ntg can say...
but this time,reli is ur wrong...
pls think carefully...
bye forever~

bla bla bla~
my life is end!!!
@_@

softball

2009-03-24T06:50:00.000-07:00

wow,we lost le...
totally lost gao gao!!!
haiz....
i....
i reli so bad...
1st day we go ply,i reli so scare n stress!!!
coz of 1st time,we all ply till so bad,n we lost 2 wantan sch(sultan amat=fucking sch)
2nd day,we ply wyh cendering sch...
bt we did nt lost like yesterday,coz we knw the situation already...
bt finally we lost too....
but nvm,we will do better next year,keep it up my fren~~

but,i reli do a super lot mistakes!!!
i most dissapointed is BETTING!!!
i reli dnno y i cnnt beat???
b4 ply,i reli cn bet...home run pulok tu!!!
but when real betting,i damn like hell!!!
bila ball go swing,bila strick no swing!!
i reli wan 2 cry tat time,i reli dnno y i will like tat...
stress???scare???nervous??? all hell!!!
i reli think tat i was the 害群之马!
make our team lost...
all my wrong!!!
sorry all people...
sorry 4 my mistakes...
sorry!!!

haiz,i damn dulan a gal nw....
nt gal,is hiao po!!!
rite,memang is hiao po,cb po!!!
u knw i knw is who can le!!!
saying we all bad!!!
eh,pls c urself b4 say ppl,can???
u tot u vry geng meh???
2nd so wat???
say we all lost 2 SA vry paiseh~
u leh??
c dao ball,thn siam a side!!
kns la!!
act cute always!!
u tot u vry cute meh???
i tel u,u look like a pig!!!
all ppl sobu shuang u,knw????
cbp la!!!
hiao pulok tu!!!
go die la,wish u kena car langgar n die straight!!!
i will laugh as loud as i can!!!
laugh till whole kt hear it n knw it!!!
cibai lanjiao fuck you!!!!
go fuck dog la!!
damn angry n fucking dulan!!!
fucker bitch!!!

Form 4 life style

2009-03-19T08:26:00.000-07:00

form 4???
can i go back form 3 life???
there is so much stress at form 4!!
i reli cnnt catch up with my study now!
what chemistry,physic,addition math,biology......
reli is HELL!!
u know,i draw a people wth love at my biology exam paper,i reli dnno how to do!
and i get 28 marks for my oti1,tat reli hell me! FAIL!!!
tuition???
reli is damn!!
my whole week can say just full with my tuition timetable!
sometimes i reli feel wan to cry coz of my stress!!!
it was so busy in form 4!!
and i can say tat i have no ready to accept the busy n STRESS form4!!!
and i dnno how 2 face the coming SPM!!!
reli so shit!!
y we have 2 exam??
study???
jst 2 prove how smart n how clever u are???
hell!!!
haiz...
anyway,i in form 4 now...
although i dn reli wan 2 face it,but i have/must face it too...
stress stress stress!!!
get out of my life!!
u the hell thing!!!
hope i will go though this form 4 and also form5.
wish me good luck!!!
god bless me~~

starting^^

2009-03-18T10:47:00.000-07:00

wow,i finally manage to sign up my blog.
It really great,but i still don't know how to use it.
But i will learn and someday i would know how to use it!
see and Learn my dear~
erm,i don't know what should i write now,my brain is full with STRESS!!!
anyway,hope i know how to use it as soon as possible!
wish me wish me~haha^^
and i know my english not as good as YOU!!
so,please don't laugh it after see!!(WARNING) haha^^
ok,thats all for today.
"live for your own"